Think I need someone older

T W E N T Y - O N E

It started raining and I knew that this is not going to end well

I was to the famous corner of the circuit when I lost the control of the car and I ended up in the hospital for some medical checkups

"You okay?" My mom asked and I nodded "Do you need anything?"

"I want to go home" I said and I turned to watch my dad walking into the room

"I took your discharge papers, the doctor says that it'll be better if you won't drink alcohol for twenty four hours" My dad said "Are you ready to go?"

"I will go back to RefBull" Geri kissed my forehead "if you need anything call me, sweetheart"

My dad and mom drove me back to my apartment and I immediately slept

I woke up three hours later to realise that Lewis has won the race, a smile appeared on my face when I received the notification from the F1 app saying that Lewis won

I looked at my Instagram, I had a lot of DMs wishing me get well soon so I post a thank you message on my story and saying that I am good

The next thing I did was call Lewis to congratulate him, he didn't answer so I stood up to walk in the living room

Lewis was there

"Hey" I said smiling

"Good Morning teddy bear" my dad said

"Good Morning peach" Lewis said, I leaned to kiss his cheek and I sat next to him

"Congratulations on your win" I said smiling "you did amazing out there"

"Thank you" Lewis replied smiling

"It's so awkward" I murmured and I stood up

"What did you say sweetie?" My mom asked

"Never mind! I go to my room" I walked again back to my room

I lay to my bed

It's the first time I think that what Lewis and myself have is a fault and we can't be together

I grabbed a pen and a paper and I sat on the bed having a book against the paper to start writing

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Lewis

Hanna gave me a letter and she said that it's for me from Michaela

Well I am a bit curious about the envelope of the letter

I opened the envelope and I sat on my couch to read the letter

Lewis,

I love you and you definitely know that! But that it's not me!

I mean look at us!

I am 19 and you are 38! We have nothing in common except that we both drive in circles fast cars!

I am in RedBull and I want to focus on my career there!

You are in Mercedes and you must focus on your career there!

Yes I know that the next season I'll be part of your team but it's just doesn't feel good!

We have so many things in common I know! I mean we both have the same style, we like dogs!

I don't know!

Just keep with your life! And remember that for a month we were a couple!

I love you, I really do,

Michaela

I let the paper on the coffee table and I sighed

What in the hell was that?

What happened to Michaela?

She was crazy about me and I am crazy about her and now we just ended!

She says we don't have any commons and then she admits that we do have a lot of commons!

What is wrong?

Maybe she needs her space and I just pressure her

But no!

I would never pressure Michaela!

I grabbed my phone to call Lando

"Hello Lewis" Lando said from the other side of the phone

"Hey Lando! I have a big problem" I said

"Maybe I heard something about that" He replied "what do you want from me 7 time world champion?"

"Talk to Michaela! She can't just screw everything for her ego" I said

"She has no ego believe me" Lando said "She just feels awkward with the whole situation! You are a friend of her father and now you are dating her!"

"Yes but we can work on this and she won't feel awkward! I love her and I can't loose her for bullshits" I said

There was a silence

"Lando?" I asked

"You really love her!" Lando said enthusiastically "So she'll come in the club! I convinced her to come! So I want you walk to her and ask why she did that! The women always want our attention!"

"You sure that this will work in Michaela?" I asked

"Michaela enjoys the attention buddy" Lando answered

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Michaela

Fernando and Andrea pick me from my apartment and the Spanish drove us at Jimmy'z

The last thing I want is to watch Lewis

Of course he was there

And of course we have to go with the rest of the grid

"Mi-Mi-Michaela!" Daniel said as he watched me giving me a big hug "The bitch is back"

"Yes" I said laughing

"The little shit named Lando told me that you can't drink alcohol so an orange juice will be fine for our little girl" Daniel said

"You know me" I agreed laughing

Daniel served me some orange juice into a glass for the drinks they had

"Who paid for them?" I asked opening my purse

"Lewis paid for everything and he said the drinks on him for the victory" Daniel said and I closed the purse

Lewis walked to me and I turned my back immediately and I almost ran to the toilets grabbing Daniel's hand

"Hey!" Daniel said laughing

We arrived in the toilets and as I turned I watched Lewis

"Can we talk?" Lewis asked and I blushed moving my head negatively "Good"

I felt dizzy and the last thing I remember was falling to Daniel's arms