Rejected To Fate

chapter 8

I stared at my mate who smiled sweetly at me, propping up the fork to my lips and nugded it slightly.

Looking back at her face from the fork and then unto the fork once more. I was still merely confused.

'Ahhhh' she gestured at me and widened her own mouth

"ah.....Ahhh" finally grasping the concept of what she meant. I chewed mildly.

Chump chump chump chum....

I noticed a familiar maid with blond hair, a thin but full figure and misty blue eyes.

She looked tired and stressed but  with walked with her chin held high.

She seemed awfully familiar,too familiar, but I couldn't replay any relations with any of our maids.
.......oh yeah, I think the previous beta's or so.
She was far too intriguing to be a maid, the way her hair flopped and bounced with every step she took, her gestures, her smiles
(Although fake) to the others. Her smooth voice when she--

The sound of snapped fingers brought me back to reality and I turned to meet my confused girlfriend. 

She cocked up an eyebrow and turn to see whatever it was I was looking at.

Thankfully, she had already left for the kitchen. I guess.....

Cynthia looked back at me when she didn't see anyone settled in the direction of my gazes and
flashed me a worried smile.

I flashed her a nervous grin and faced my food with all the concentration I could hold within.

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I felt a gentle tap on my shoulder and groaned waking up from my sleep.

When I opened my eyes, I saw her the maid, the blonde with misty blue eyes. That intriguing figure from my dream.........my mate!!......
But then the vision began blurring.

I squinted my eyes and rubbed letting a yawn tear through my throat. I stopped abruptly when I realized someone else was in the room with me.

Oh....Jake!!

I sighed and stared intently at the  ceiling. My mind filled with questions and uncertainties, bugging my head for answers,.....answers I already knew but refused to accept.

Was this an alternative way of sayings this.....

of proving me wrong.....

So it turned out I really am stupid...........

I knew but I still rebutted......

I saw them but refused........

I met her but rejected........

Cut our only connection which was but a tiny thread.....

And now bounded by new vines of misjudgment and actuality, reality slapping me hard in the face.........

With only the pain of rejection left to fill my void.
The rejection only she was meant to feel, I feel too...........

Oh how stupid I was, to reject a gift from heaven,
A literal gift from heaven!!!

Now all I want is to get her back.....

But I don't even know where or how.........
And Hailey......

How do I choose from.tei mistakes?, When she alome had also rejected hers for mine sake....
How do I deny her the already vanquished love I'm meant to still be fleeting?..

But I know......
I can't.....won't even dare.....

How pathetic.......of me!!!...

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