The sun has set, as I lay in my bed. Tears stream down my face, my heart races, and my body weakens. My breathing and soft sobs that come from mouth is all you can hear, in the house, as it's silent. Feeling my body get sicker I try to calm down, my body is hot, as it feels like I am burning. My stomach is turing and my head is aching. When finally it's all done, the tears stop falling, not from being happy, but from being tired over worked, its because I have no tears left. My breathing still messed up, my stomach still churning, my heart still racing and my body weak I know sit in bed. The light I had to talk to had to leave, making her mad once again. Being the selfish little bitch I am. Making her feel bad, never helping her. Making her mad is all I seem to do, but none of that matters to me as I close my eyes, letting my mind wander, wander to the thing that has kept me around. The future, that is why I am still here, I want to have the future me and my girlfriend planed. Me and her go to the same collage, have the same dorm. So we don't have to worry about not seeing each other. We will be with each other each day. We can fall asleep next to each other wake up together. Help each other when we need it the most, with no matter what. As it could be help when we are feeling upset, or help with the classes we are in. No matter what we will be with each other, and help each other with what we need. Graduating from collage we will move in together. Moving up into Northern Maine in towards the woods, near a small town. We won't be worrying about our old houses and how they were. There will be peace in the house, it will only be me and her. In the night, no yelling, we won't wake up and hear it, and we won't hear it through out the day. All we have to hear is each others voices, and the sounds of the northern Maine nature. We will go on hikes together, on walking trails, on anything we can to be with each other and to do new and fun things. We both will be writers, and we will also have a bakery in the small northern town. It will be a couple of years after us living together, and she'll propose to me, maybe by bring me on a small path behind our house and past our garden she will have made and into the woods. She will bring me to the small little hills and little look out bellow, to have "will you marry me?" Written out in bunches of flowers and branches, as I read it she'll get on one knee and pull out the ring. Or it could go a different way, we could be at the park on our anniversary, and she'll say she has to go get something and leave as I am sitting on the checkered white and red blanket on the grass. All of the sudden a dog will run over to me, it will be a little pitbull puppy and it will run over to me stumbling slightly but finally get to me. A small little note will be on his collar and it will read "will you marry me?" And she'll come out and get on one knee and pull out the ring. I'll be crying as I tackle her and saying yes a thousand times. Then we will have our dream wedding. Our winter wonderland, is what I want to call it. Having it in the winter in the glass domes, the snow will fall as me and her get married. She will be in a suite because (I think she wanted to) and I will be in my dream dress. It will be a long white strapless dress, and sense it is winter I will have a small white coat to cover my arms. Everything will be perfect. The future will be perfect. At night as I struggle to sleep, I can rest my head on her chest, having my arm I am not on wrapped around her, my legs will tangle with hers. As she softly strokes my hair and as I listen to her heart beat as I slowly fall asleep. Finally my heart has calmed down my breathing is getting better and my body is now just tired from being to tired, but finally I have calmed down, and as I keep thinking more about the future I will slowly fall asleep curled into the blue stuffed bunny she had given me.
I love you @weabooMafia I make you mad and all of that, but I love you and I am sorry about everything I have doing
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Short stories
Short StoryThese will be a collection of short stories I have made up. Some might be triggering, I'll put warnings in the beginning of those, but I won't change them. They are my stories, and most of them are going to be based off on whats happening to me. So...
