I'm just broken right now, losing you is like I'm losing myself...... When you passed all I feel is the pain of not having you by my side!
Yes people always tell....... "he's always here in your heart" but the truth is it doesn't help me one bit it makes it worst!Yes I might have him in my heart, but not being able to touch him is the worst part!
He walked into my life when I was broken and made me whole again, but now the tables haves turned, because he's gone from my life, he made me broken again and I know In time I will be whole again but when will that day come to be ?
Cause as of right now I cry all the time no one will see it cause I put on a fake smile saying "it's okay, I'm fine" then In private all I do is cry out loud yelling out "WHY HIM,why he deserved to be here longer,why did he have to leave us! WHY!JUST TELL ME WHY PLEASE!" I beg and I plead to know the answer but I never get a reply!
Now my kids don't have a dad, I don't have my fiancé that I love more then anything.
Someone please mend my broken heart tell me life gets better somehow!
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