LOVESICK

Chapter Thirty Four: every loss's bright side

I opened my eyes and blinked a few times letting my eyes adjust with the bright lights on the celling,i heard the silence and footsteps of someone i was too tired to move and see,

"She's awake!" A feminine voice whispered,
"I'll call doctor Abbot" another feminine voice replied,

I turned my head aside to see a blood bag hanging on the IV poll,and i was in a hospital room,i was pretty much alone until I looked the other way and saw Sophia sleeping on the couch,

The door opened again and Maria walked in with her arm in an arm sling,
"Oh dear," she came running,
"You're finally awake,"

"What happened to your arm?" I asked tiredly,
"She tried to shoot me but she missed,the bullet was close but it didn't hit me,but I ended up breaking my arm on the fall" she answered and explained clearly refusing to ignore my question,

I nodded and tried to sit up,She quickly helped me sit up and put a pillow behind me,
There was a knock on the door before Doctor Abbot walked in with two other nurses,

"Good to see you Hana" he walked to my bed with his hands in his lab coat's pockets,
"How are you feeling right now?" He asked,
"Pure shit" I replied not even thinking of what to say, "Just tell me what happened to me"
Just before he talked he looked over at Maria and the nurses,they got the signal and left the room leaving us alone with the guards and Sophia asleep,

"Are you sure? Why don't you rest right now?" He said with an awkward smile,
"Tell me Doctor,I don't want to have high hopes" I replied glaring at him,he sighed and walked closer to my bed,
"It must be hard for you,I'm sorry for your loss" he pat my shoulder,

"You lost the baby" he stroked my arm comforting me,
I felt like bursting in tears,how can i lose my baby?

I sighed feeling the lump of familiar pain and tears pile up,I stopped it and swallowed the pain tired of crying,i tried to make it seem like I wasn't bothered with the miscarriage,

"But i have more to tell you actually" he said again, "that's not the end of the story unfortunately there is more to it"
"Where is Ivan?" I asked interrupting him,
He lowered his head not answering me,
"Answer me! Where is Ivan?!" I yelled at him,

"He," he paused taking off his glasses and rubbing his eyes, "his situation is deteriorating"

"So he is alive right?" I asked again,
"Yes but I don't think he'll be able to last any longer" he explained with a faint voice,
"His lung is severely damaged and he is running out of blood and we can't seem to find any donors"

"What the hell do you mean no donors?!" I yelled at him in anger,
"Go find a damn person!"
"I'm afraid it's not that easy" he replied calmly
"Tell me whats going on,I'll find a solution"
I tried to get up but he didn't let me,

"You have to rest Hana," he gently pushed me back on the bed,
"You know who i am Doctor" i started,
"If you let him die,i will burn this hospital down and while you're in it and don't tempt me cause I won't hesitate" I threatened more,

"Hana-" he raised his eyebrows in shock
"I won't lose anyone starting this second." I said again threatening him with my finger,
"Obey me and you won't regret it"
He nodded speechless,

"I'll explain everything in my office," he replied with a nod,

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"To be sitting here and not bursting out crying because you just lost your baby is really strong of you Irene," Doctor abbot mentioned before starting,
"Truthfully Doctor I'm hurt and unable to get over it,but I'm tired of crying,I shouldn't be crying in my bed instead of finding a way to save Ivan's life" i clenched on the white patent uniform i was wearing,