Mine

Chapter 23

Elliot pov

I didn't look at him, his eyes are burning on side of my head I didn't show him any emotions, he can break me he knows this himself I clench my jaw and gritted my teeth I hate this and most importantly I didn't want him to see my bruised face

why was he in Underground did he knew I was fighting did he knew it was me I have so many questions and why is he here every time I come to this club

" what's wrong," he asked, fucking tears, now I have to answer him " nothing I'm fine," I said he scoffed " I didn't ask are you okay but obviously your not fine," he said I roll my eyes at him why can't he leave me alone

" I'm not in the mood to talk Alex," I said drinking "you're never in the mood to talk to me," he said inhaling the smoke of his cigarette

I want my parents again I want mason again I want to be fucking normal why can't I have this oh yeah it's my own fault I choose the path but I'm not regretting any of it that wolf leader was the man that raped me

No one believed me when I said that what happened to be the police officers told my parents I'm just saying I'm a kid, after all, I was kept crying and having nightmares but now even after killing that bastard I'm having nightmares not in my sleep this time I have it when I'm awake

" look at me," he said I stood up and walk downstairs ignoring him Isa is waiting for me and look at me I was sitting with Alex

Picking my phone I clicked on her name after it rang four-time she picked up " hallo " she said softly " hey it's me, I can't come home tonight but I'm gonna pick you up for school okay " I said please don't ask questions

" it's fine but are you okay ? " she asked no I'm not fine " I'm fine," I said She let out a sigh " good, take care, bye," she said " you too, bye, " I said and hung up and towards my car suddenly an arm wrapped around my waist I turn around and went to punch but I saw Alex looking at me daring me to punch him

" what do you fucking want," I ask frustrated " what happened to your face," he asked frowning and ignored my question

" Nothing," I said looking away he gripped my chin forcing me to look at him " don't fucking lie to me," he said I huffed at him he wants the truth he fucking knew it was me who he was fighting

" let go of me," I said he smirked and moved closer to me so close that if I move our lips will touch I look at his lips " Alex let me go, " I said this time softly I can't look away from his lips

What I'm doing it's so wrong I can't do this to him to myself and to Isa it's unfair I'm playing with two people heart or maybe not with Alex his different

" you don't want this, what's wrong talk to I'm here for you always," he said caressing my cheek I look at him shocked did he just said

" I'm tired, tired of everything " I whisper looking away I don't want him to see me like this so weak but I'm I kidding he already saw me crying in front of me

" Stay with me I make the pain go away be mine," he said I look down ashamed " I can't stay with you but I can only give this just between us," I said kissing him

I'm done denying I don't hate Alex I like him and I can't be with him I can't tell him why I have now a family I can't be selfish and think about myself this is going to be our last kiss and being together

I pull away from the kiss and stared at his brown eyes before opening the driver seat and climb in " come on " I said he nodded and walk on other side and climb in

I started driving, he's waiting for me to say something but I can't find a word to say anything to him " Elliot " he said I hummed " where are we going " he asked his voice deep

I know he's just soft with me in school and outside he's always serious a scary person and I like this about him I like how he's not cheesy or clingy he's just like me we are same and both of our life is fucked up

Parking outside the same hotel I stayed for a week I climb out the car and walk in towards receptionist " I want the best room for one night " I said she looked up and knew who I'm

I gave her 500$ as she gives me the keys nodding I walk towards the elevator with Alex behind me I didn't say anything the elevator stopped at the third floor sighing I walk out and look at the doors

Opening the door I walk in shutting my eyes finally I turn around and took my jacket and shirt off his eyes ran over my chest walking closer to him I put my hand behind his neck

" I can't give you what you want but tonight you can have me I'm yours for tonight but after tonight we go our separate ways," I said he looked at me with so much hurt but dann he changed the dark aurora come back he hide his emotions from me

" your mine Elliot your not going anywhere after tonight never," he said smirking but I will go away from him forever I didn't say just kissed him

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