Mine

Chapter 44

Elliot pov

" your lying, look at me," he asked grabbing my chin I didn't say anything " as long as I remember you loved when I moaned under you while you fucked me," his grip tighten

pushing his hand away I rolled us over hovering him " stop saying fuck I didn't fuck you it was more than fuck I.." I stopped saying and looked away

" you what Elli," he asked running his hand over my clothed chest " Alexander " I warned staring at him he touched my cheek I shut my eyes and lean into his touch " don't do this to me again please, " I said

" what," he asked I looked at him as a drop of tear fell on his cheek, fucking traitor tears " don't make me fall in love with you again," I said standing up

" I'm sorry I hurt you, I'm sorry I broke your heart, I'm sorry that I left you when you needed me the most," he said cupping my face and pulled me closer " I want you "

" don't " I whisper stopping him " I don't love you I don't want you," I said and tried to move away from him he growled and held me tightly against him " you're not going anywhere I won't let you, your mine, I will take what's mine you belong to me " he whispered pushing me on the bed my eyes widen

" your crazy, " I said trying to move but he sat on top of me " you make me crazy," he said brushing his lips against mine " don't make me do something I don't want, " I said turning my head away I don't want to hurt him

" what are you going to do," he asked unbuttoning my pants, " I said don't " I glare at him " your already hard don't deny it," he said I shook my head frowning " Alexander stop it, " I snap pushing his hand away and stand up

" you can't do that, how can you be like this, " I ask clenching my fist sighing he stood up and stand in front of me and cupped my face " let me go, " I said gritting my teeth I'm angry but at the same time I want to kiss him " I love you so much I can't let you leave me again," he said lowering his gaze

" you know how much it hurt me to see you marry Isa and you looked at me in the eye and said I do it was better if you killed me that day then saying I do," he said grabbing me by my neck I tried to move but he pulled me closer

" I missed you so much Elli," he said licking my bottom lip without thinking I parted my lips and kissed him hard I think my heart stopped as my lips meet his soft lips I missed this I missed him I missed feeling him near me he tangled his hand in my hair and tugged making me groan his lips moved in sync with my own as he hummed in pleasure before biting my lower lip demanding entrance my eyes fill with tears as I come to my sense I pull away catching air

" Alex " I sigh he smiled because I called him by his nickname " yes baby," he said fucking hell " I hate you," I said he looked at me showing me I hurt him why I'm sad that's what I wanted to hurt him " no you don't, you love me," he said

" six years, fucking years Alex do you know how long it is just by saying sorry nothing will be like before, you ruined both of us do you think it was easy for me that I was happy, let me tell you something it wasn't I was in pain still I'm "

" your, not the only one that was hurt but I..I suffered every minute being in pain I couldn't cry I couldn't talk to someone, I buried all my feeling, I hate you, I hate you so much because I still love you I tried to forget you but I can't I couldn't move on "

" I had to have sex and marry someone I didn't love, Isa thought I was cheating on her because I didn't look at her when we slept together and I'm always cold towards her do you know why I did it because I was a coward to tell her I didn't love her because I felt like shit because I was thinking about you all the fucking time "

" you didn't let me explain, I didn't want mason to get kidnapped, I didn't want him to get shot, Robert he...he killed my dad and I killed his son do you think I was okay with it, no I wasn't I can't look at myself I hate myself I didn't want to kill his son but he lied to me so I killed him "

" you know I was happy so happy, I thought I have Alex everything will be okay I had hope, I thought Elliot your not alone anymore there is someone who cares about you who loves me for me the real me someone that will heal me and I let myself care I let my walls down for you but you broke my heart, you broke me, it hurts Alex it hurts so much"

" I was ready to leave my son for you I was ready to do anything for you but you just ripped my heart out of my chest I feel like a I don't know I just live everything is meaningless I can't breathe this life is a burden to me and I can't get away from it "

" I just can't anym-.. " he pulled me into his arms " shhh I'm sorry I'm so fucking sorry," he said

" you hurt me "

" I know "

" you broke me "

" I know "

" I trusted you but you shattered me "

" I know baby "

" you left me I told you don't leave but you did "

" I'm sorry, please forgive me, I swear I won't hurt you again I won't leave you, I will do anything to earn your trust to earn you again, just give me a chance, I love you, I love you so much your not alone anymore, please forgive me," he said as I felt his own tears falling on my skin

" Alexander, Elliot," mason knocked I pull away from Alex wiping my eyes I opened the door " what's wrong," he asked worriedly " nothing," I said he nodded telling me he doesn't believe me my eyes are telling him everything " can Elazar stay with you for a few days, " I ask he nodded " of course," he said " take care of him for me please, " I said he looked at me confused

" don't go please don't leave, Elliot," he said

without looking back I walked out the Hause and climb in my car I started driving how can I forgive him if I can't forgive myself I feel like 18-year-old Elliot again so weak and a coward who runs away from his problems

Tears blur my eyes I wiped my eyes and when I opened it I saw a truck coming towards...

Bang

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