forever{rafe cameron}

chapter 7

"y/n, rafe?" i heard my mothers voice say

i shot my head up from my slumber. my eyes drifted from rafe to my mum with my heart beating really fast i didn't want to give her the chance to say i told you so about me and rafe.

"uh rafe just- uh he-" i said struggling to find a excuse

"don't worry i get it" my mom said winking at the pair of us

"mum don't you dare tell the cameron's" i begged my mother i was dreading the thought of what it would do to my relationship with sarah

"i won't" she said tapping her nose , walking away. i knew full well that she wouldn't be able to keep her big mouth shut for long.

i groaned and burried my head into my pillow, causing the cameron boy to wake up.

"hey" he said in that raspy voice

"hi" i said blushing, kissing his cheek

his hair wasn't jelled it flopped down his forehead, i liked the way he looked like this.

"you look hot with your hair like this" i said laughing

"shut up" he said rolling me over playfully

i giggled and pressed my forehead against his, we both just stared into eachothers eyes for a while at a lost for words, just enjoying eachothers presence

"you got plans for today?" he asked me

"yes, i have plans with the pogues actually" i said tapping his nose playfully

"ugh, i wanted to spend it with you" he said giving me puppy dog eyes

i just laughed at the boy and got dressed into a simple outfit because i didn't want to be a kook today i wanted to let go of this lifestyle just for today and be one of them.

"you look cute" rafe said smiling at me

"why thank you rafe cameron" i said giggling

"shit i need to go, you can leave when you want my parents love you more than they love me they will be fine with you staying here for a while if you want" i said grabbing my stuff, ready to leave

rafe pov~

i hated this feeling, i hated everything about it. i had built up this figure of a tough guy that couldn't get hurt, i never showed my vulnerable self to anyone. but things with y/n were different. she has a hold on my heart but i hate admitting it. it's like i have been broken too many times that i have built these walls around my vulnerability and she's slowly chipping her way inside and it's killing me, i'm trying not to push her away but i'm just so scared.

y/n present time pov~

i arrived at john bs house, i hadn't told them i was gonna visit. i wanted to surprise them. i walked straight in without knocking, i couldn't find them anywhere. that is until i walked onto the porch and sarah was sat on john b's lap with everyone else sitting around.

"what the fuck?" i asked confused because she's dating topper and she hates the pogues but here she is sitting on john bs lap?

"y/n i- i can explain i promise" she reassured me getting off of john bs lap

"you know i'm gonna tell top, right?" i asked her anger filling my veins. she cheated on my best friend, i was fuming

"please don't" she begged tears brimming in her eyes

"y/n don't be a bitch like always" john b said

"shut the fuck up john b this has nothing to do with you, this is all happening because of you" i shouted, straight after i said it i clasped my hand over my mouth realising how horrible i sounded.