My pulse increase
My heart beats faster
Uncomfortable thoughts
Cloud my mind
I try to push the thoughts away
But there are to many
Caught in the swarm
Suddenly I'm afraid
A familiar feeling
Sleep that only tire
Days go by in slowmotion
Nightmares and memories
Feeling like I'm in a prison
Uncontrolable rage
Reaction to months
Of bottled up anger
Shaking hands
Tears flowing
All the inner alarms
Warning me to stop
The voices and thoughts too loud
A dark place inside
Reaching the end of the road
Diagnosis: Suicidal
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PoetryI scream till my voice gives out Till my lungs cave in Till my heart beats like a drum Till the blood rushes to my face Till the silence afterwards makes me think I went deaf 'Cause I'm so used to the sound of my own pain I scream until my body stop...
