i go through the week thinking about cj. hes such a baddie. i love him so much
its really sad how he doesnt want to date me and barely wanted to kiss me.
i spent my dreaming hours dreaming of the bad boy from school. i feel so warm when i think of his dominant alpha-ness.
feeling in a silly goofy mood, i put on a really adorable dress for cjs party.
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adorable right? maybe cj will actually kiss me in that. we were so close. i was about to touch those plump amazing lips. if only-
enough. i need to get to this party. i walk out the front door like a bad bitch without telling my mom where i am going. its not like she cares.
anywya i walk to cjs house even though its like 17654 kilometers away and im a stupid american and neither i or the author know what a kilometer is.
i arrive at cjs house but its actually a mansion. i wish i could live there.
i always knew my future husband would come from money.
okay so i walk into cjs mansion and everyone turns to stare at me. i am so hot and i seem to light up the room everyone loves me. "y/n..." i hear cj whisper behind me. "you are so hot"
i turn around and see cj. he looks hotter than i remember. i bite my lip. i really want to kiss him. i moan kinda slightly because cj is turning me on but im actually not a horny teenager because i am not like other girls.
i wander around the party a bit and drink beer. glug glug. "y/n wanna see who can chug the fastest?" a random boy asks.
"sure!" i grin happily. we both take a bottle of beer and open it. a random kid comes over.
"okay 3...2...1... CHUG" me and the boy start chugging. people cheer our names.
i play a bunch more rounds but i loose every single one. i drink a lot of beer. i think i get drunk i dont remember much. its really late but it seems more and more people are coming.
i have to pee from all the beer so i go look for a toilet. i dont see any but i find a bedroom so i just pee in the closet because i dont see any other girls doing that and im quirky and weird so obviously thats what i have to do.
i go back into the hallway and into another bedroom. cj comes in soon after.
