Beyond His Green Eyes

V

CHAPTER 5

As I turned back I found Sebastian entering the door he was in black pant and black t- shirt under a brown leather jacket with a bag on his back his hairs were messy .. what made me shock was that he was bleeding, his face was all covered with cuts and blood flowing out as I observed him properly his knuckles were also bleeding ...

" Why are you still awake ?" He asked while placing his bag down and removing his jacket

" What happened to you ?" I questioned him back instead of answering him

" I asked you something ! " He questioned

" I... I was not able to sleep " I replied

" You didn't said what happened to you " I questioned

" I hope u Remembered the rules " I simply stated and went inside the bathroom with his clothes and towel

What the fuck was that !

How can he even say that I don't interfere ... He is my fucking roommate and it was just because of him , I was not able to sleep , he need to tell me what happened
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The noise of shower stopped and within few minutes he came out shirtless and only in his trousers

" You need to tell me what happened how did you got this cuts ?" I stated while folding my hands near my chest

" Listen , it would be better if you stay out of it , it's good for you only " he said and wore his t - shirt

" But..." Before I continue to oppose he winced in pain as he sat on his bed

" Okay don't tell me what happened but at least let me help you or else I won't be able to sleep for whole night "
 I still wanted to oppose him and know the truth but he really seems in lot of pain so I decided to know the truth later

As I completed my sentence he first said nothing just kept starting but then he nodded and allowed me

" Where is the first aid box ? " I asked

" Here it is " he said while pointing towards the side table of his bed , he tried to take it but he again winced in pain

" I 'll take it " I said and took out the box from the table , he made some place for me to sit near him on his bed , I took out the ointment and looked at him for his final permission

He forwarded his hand first and I applied the ointment there and covered it with bandage .

Sebastian's pov...

This girl is damn stubborn , this was the reason I told her to sleep early coz I didn't wanted her to see me like this coz then she would have many questions and unfortunately I can't answer them , infact I can't even answer her single questions coz if I did that she will be having thousand of more questions and if I tell her the truth I am scared she will be in problem though she has to do nothing with this things .

I nodded as she asked me whether she can help me or not , honestly from past 2 years I never allowed anyone to even touch my cuts I used to do all the things by my own the only time I remembered I led someone do this job was when I was hospitalised due to heavy blood loss.. , this time too i had to take her help coz i am really badly injured today also if i denied she would be upset and as she said won't be able to sleep entire night, this is the problem every good person faces that they can't see anyone in pain and I didn't liked her to see disappointed coz she was different , she was innocent and crystal clear as mirror not like other girls who always keep flirting and fooling around

And soon she was sitting on my bed applying ointment on my knuckles , the cuts present on my hand but while applying ointment she seemed to be in pain more then me coz every time she applied ointment in deep cuts she winced .

She soon completed applying ointment on my hand and was about to proceed to my face which was not at all in proper state I again nodded and she came little more closer and started applying ointment on my cuts , my cheekbone , jawline on my forehead every single place had a small or a big cut

She didn't took much time and complete her work and kept back those things back to the drawer

" Are you going to tell me about this or not ?" She asked directly

And honestly if I ever wanted to then too I won't tell her coz I don't want to risk her life coz she is all innocent

" No " I said while looking at window coz I wouldn't be able to make eye contact with her for now as I don't know  why but I was feeling guilty

It's not like I don't want to share my feelings with anyone but it's better for them only to know me less

And I am too tired of this cuts and thus this life , I wish money wasn't that important coz if it was like this I would have been living a normal life like her , like other students who have there parents to support , who at least have someone to whom they can tell there feelings

But I where should I go , to whom should I tell how messed up I am , is there a single person who can sort out my life

The only complain I have to god is that he didn't gave me a single person whom I can cry in front of coz where should I cry ? In front of that' father's crave who died 8 years ago ' ' That mother who lives in a small house , who do odd jobs to survive ' ' in front of those fake friends who have stoned heart ' ' in front of that statue of Jesus who never answered me back ' where?

The last wish I asked Jesus 6 months ago was to sort my mom's life at least but he didn't did anything , it's still the same my thoughts were broken when the lights got off , I saw Sophia covering herself in her duvet and sleeping on the other side , I too made my self adjustable and slept though it was not that comfortable due to cuts but now it doesn't affect as It has become my routine every other day I always have new cuts before the previous one can even heal ...

TBC

So how do feel knowing a pinch of Sebastian's past and pain ?

What do you think about his family ?

How will Sophia react when she will know the truth??
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