Beyond His Green Eyes

XVII

CHAPTER 17

" oh my goodness , sophia dear why are you crying ?" Suddenly a sweet yet weak voice boomed and I found Sebastian's mom infront me , she was standing at the entrance of the room... I suddenly wiped my tears , I honestly didn't know when I started crying

Soon I realised that she was sitting right beside me on the bed , she kept her one hand on mine and looked at me with concerned eyes

" What happened dear , did he did something wrong ?" She asked

" Why do you think it's him ?" I asked , I first thought to answer her no and end the topic here but then I remembered our conversation last night and so I ended up being asking her this question

" Because he is my son , I know him " she answered and I could feel a little guilt and sadness in her voice

" Means ?"

" First tell me what happened " she demanded and i finally told her what he did with me , I couldn't hold it also she is his mother , she has right to know about him

" Oh my god , I never knew he would be doing this again , I am very sorry that he this to you " she said and I was now totally puzzled

" What do you mean by again ?" I asked her

" I don't know if he has told you this or not , but he had a girlfriend whose name was Rebecca  , he loved her but because of his friends ... They dared him to take her virginity and show them that he was a real man , he took her Virginity and made a video of it as a proof the video, which went viral and Riya and he broke up , the worst thing happened in this incident was that she killed her self  .... " She just stopped there , it seemed that words failed to came out of her throat and I , I was speechless I don't know how to react ..

" He was jailed for that " she informed

" I can't believe "

" But i am happy that he didn't repeated his deed , I thing he won't repeat it now atleast not on you " she said with a little hope in her weak eyes

" Why do you thing so ?" I asked

" Because I have seen in his eyes , he had never brought Rebecca home but he brought you , I have seen he looks at you the same way he used to look at Rebecca and I know he actually loved her it was just his friends who were not correct for him but Rebecca was , she was changing him the same way you are doing " she said making me completely speechless

" I am not Rebecca , I am Sophia" I said or I should say I cleared and that's true , I can never be Rebbecca or I can ever love him like her ....

" I know and I also know that it's only you who can change him " she said

" I can't " I said with disappointness as I had to break her hopes but that true I can't change him

" Time will let you know everything for now I just want to see him happy and I know you can atleast do that for me "

" I can't promise "

" I don't know if he know this or not but I really have very less time with me and before I go I just want to see him happy which I know you can do that " she said , I thought she is not knowing about that but it seems she is well aware of her body and soul

" I will try " I said while keeping my other hand on hers giving her little more hope but I myself didn't know if I would be able to do that or not ...

" I guess I should go and take bath now " she said while standing up from the bed , while I just nooded yess and watched her to leave the room ...

I can't believe this sweat lady would be no more between us after few weeks .... Sebastian will be totally broken 💔

Wait , why am I thinking about him and getting sad for him ?? Should I be angry and upset with him for whatever he did with Rebbecca and now me or I should feel sad for him ??

Sophia!!! You need to concentrate you need to take care of Carol  ( Sebastian's mom ) first , about Sebastian we will concern about him later when he will be back ..

So with that I finally got out of my bed and got inside the washroom...
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" So what's for today's menu ?" Carol asked while entering the kitchen

" Bread toast and tea" I replied while serving the food in the plates , while she smiled and took her place on dining table and I then sat beside her ...

" So what do you like to do in your free time ?" She asked while eating her meal

" Reading books , watching movies or something like that " I replied

" That's good " she said

" What about your parents , btw do they know you are here ?" She asked

" Umm... Actually my parents don't know I am here " I replied hesitantly because I know I should I informed my mom but if I did that she won't allow me to stay here

" But why , you should have told them , they would be worried for you " she exactly said what I was expecting from her to say

" I know I should have informed my mom but then she won't allow me to stay here "

" Why ??"

" Honestly, she hates Sebastian and if she knew I am here she would just kill me "

" Why don't you talk to your father then ?"

" Well he left me when I was 7 " I answered her and all the memories of him flashed back in my mind , I was getting emotional but I then controlled them... I can't be weak infront of her anymore

The rest of the time went with other random conversion and luckily she didn't ask much about my family but instead she told me about sebastian that how he used to pee in his bed when he was younger due to his nightmares ... She also told me about one of his favourite teddy bear which he would never leave and while going to school he would cry because he had to leave his teddy .... After breakfast I gave her medicines and then she showed me some of Sebastian's childhood pics , he really looked cute , his face didn't had any tension , carefree , happy and innocent ... I wish I could see the same smile on his face now which he had when he was younger , I hope he sought out his life again and can smile like this again

" He can smile like this again but only if you give him a chance " Carol said and it seemed she just read my mind and replied me

But her words seemed true , I guess I should give him a chance and forgive him may he would change this time ....

TBC