he was her skater boy and she was his skater girl

this is bullshit

parker's pov
after me and milo kiss which was amazing don't get me wrong! it's just he isn't malachi.... i was a little tired and i let out a yawn.

milo- you wanna go back to the hotel?

me- yes please.

milo- i'll take you! hop in birdie

me- the jeep's name is birdie?

milo- yep

me- that's so cute!

milo- thanks

i nod and get in the jeep. a few seconds later milo gets in his side. he connects to aux and starts playing ultraviolence by lana del ray.. malachi told me this song was good. i get ripped out of my daydream by a hand on my thigh. i look down and see milos veiny hand rubbing small circles on my thigh. i smile and he turns to me

milo- i hope this is okay

me- it's perfect

milo- not yet

... this is seriously giving me MAJOR deja vu. where've i heard that from? malachi. this kid needs to get out of my head. milo starts singing and holy shit. i stare at him for a second with my jaw on the floor basically. after awhile of milo singing he turns to me. he laughs and fuck his laugh is so attractive

milo-  close your mouth baby.. you'll catch flies if you keep it open

me- r-right sorry

my face starts heating up and i turn to look forward. i feel the hand that was on my thigh move to my face and milo makes me look at him

milo- no need to apologize love.. but i like when you get flustered so there isn't any reason you should hide it. plus you look super adorable when you get flustered and red

me- w-what?

milo- your adorable

i grin at him and pull his hand away with mine and intertwine our hands. i start playing with the rings on his finger

milo- you know parker.. i know you still think about malachi

i look up and see us stopped in a field of flowers.

milo- i know you still love him but i want to know if there's going to be a chance you could ever love me..

he turns and looks at me

milo- could you ever love me?

i smile and put my hand on his face.

me- yes i still love malachi.. he was someone i was really close with and loved dearly but that doesn't mean you aren't important or as important as he is now. you mean so much to me milo. i truly believe me and you could have something special. i just want to heal and i know you understand

milo smiled and leaned into my touch

milo- yeah i do.. can i still kiss you?

i giggle and nod my head. he leans forward and places a delicate kiss on my lips and we stay there for a second before he pulls away.

milo- i better get you back

me- yeah..

milo puts his hand in mine and rests them on my thigh. i smile and he starts pulling away from the beautiful field.after a few minutes of driving and singing loudly we pull up to the hotel. milo stops the jeep and gets out of the car. he opens my door and literally picks me up and gets me out. he pulls me into a hug and we start swaying back and forth for awhile.

milo- i'll pick you up tomorrow morning love?

me- yeah that's good

milo- okay!

he starts to pull away but i grab his shirt and pull him into another hug.

me- let's stay like this for awhile..

milo- that's fine baby.. that's perfectly fine with me

i smile and soon i pull away. we walk hand in hand to the entrance and i look down at my shoes when we stop. he lifts my head with his fingers on my chin. i smile and blush. i get in my tippy toes and place a peck on his lips.

me- i'll see you tomorrow:)

milo- tomorrow..

i nod and walk into the hotel. i turn around and see milo standing there waiting for me to get to the elevator. i walk into the elevator and the door shuts. i soon get to the door of my hotel room and open it to see malachi crying on the floor. i slam the door and run to his side and pull him into a hug. he hugs me back and after a few minutes he pulls away.

malachi- i seen you.

me- what?

malachi- with milo. you guys kissed

me- oh...

malachi- he must be different huh?

me- malachi that's not fair!

malachi- how?

me- y-you broke my heart! made me feel second to a girl you've known less then a week!

malachi- i-i know okay!? i know how i fucked up i just thought maybe you'd love me enough to not jump into a relationship with him..

me- love you enough?!

malachi- yes parker.

me- i fucking loved you with my whole heart.

malachi- loved?

me- i still love you malachi.

just then i feel his soft lips on mine. the lips i've craved since the last time they parted. i kiss back but suddenly remember milo. i cant do this to him or myself again. i like milo and i won't mess this up because malachi won't choose who he wants. i pull away and stand up.

me- no... i can't!

malachi frowns and looks forward

malachi- this is bullshit.

me- what's bullshit is the fact that you can't choose. bailey or me and you won't so till then i don't know if i can be around you.

malachi whips his head in my direction and tears start seeping down his cheeks. i so badly want to kiss him and comfort him but that's not my place anymore. i don't think it'll ever be my place again.

malachi- please.. i don't want to be on bad terms!

me- fine.. i'm showering then going to bed. your welcome to sleep in the bed with me malachi.. i'd feel better if you did and i know you will also

he nods and gets in the bed already and gets comfortable. i smile and make my way to the bathroom shutting the door behind me.