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7:00

It's the first day of 10th grade. I am scared because i don't know if Tom moved schools or not. I got up and rubbed my eyes. I went to the bathroom and looked at myself "Wow" I mumbled. Eyebags,tangled hair,mess up mascara, everything about i hate. I turned the sink on and splashed water on my face to get rid of the mascara.

7:30.

I put on my shoes . I didn't want to eat breakfast. I wanted to go on a diet. "Bye, mom!" I said all happy "Bye sweetie" she said back. I walked to the bus stop and waited. I was zone out, stressing out that if Tom was still to be at my school, i looked at the corner of my eye, and i saw Tom... I tried not to look at him

He came up to me. "Hey, fatty," he said, I  ignored him, "I SAID HEY FATTY!" he yelled. I jumped, "Hi..?" I said back, looking at the ground. "I wish you never came to this school like why would you come to this school? I thought you were gonna kill yourself," he said while laughing. I said nothing,

The bus finally arrived. I was about to go on the bus, but Tom pushed me to the ground so he could go first. " Ha, loser," he said

I got up brushing myself. I looked up and sighed. I went on the bus and looked around to see if my friend was on the bus. i saw her, i got happy, and ran to her seat. I sat right next to her.

"Hii! Isabella, " i said "Omg HI Lu!" She said back."I didn't know you would come to school," i said. "No shit we were about to move houses, but some dumb ass took our house. I was so piss" She said

Isabella cusses a lot. I do sometimes. When I do cuss, Isabella says "Omg you finally cuss. I thought you were an innocent child. " I always got annoyed, but I didn't really care

"Did you miss me?" I said "No I didn't. I didn't miss anything or anyone. " She said while smiling. I got mad."I'm kiddingg I always missed you," She said
"I knew you were gonna say that," I said while laughing. You guys finally arrived at school. I got up and walked down the aisle while i was walking down the aisle. Tom pushed me to make me fall into a seat. I got up and acted like nothing happened. I got off the bus. There was a crowd, so i couldn't find Isabella she had red highlights and brown eyes like mine. i ran thru the crowd to find Isabella, she disappeared, I couldn't find her. I walked into the doors and tried to find my first class it was social studies. I hate social studies. I walked down to find the same room number that says on mine paper 142 was the room number

I went into the classroom and saw Tom "What the fuck" I said to myself, There were no more seats left only right next to Tom I sat right next to Tom trying to get away from him he saw me and started moving closer to me "I fucking hate you" I whispered "Aw u hate me I don't give a fuck Honey" Tom said while smiling. I kicked him in the shin. We were kicking each other under the table. The teacher turned around and saw us. "Do we have a problem?" The teacher said "No" I said while smiling with anger. The teacher turned to the whiteboard and continued to write. I looked at Tom. He flipped me off. i rolled my eyes and looked at the whiteboard until someone tapped my shoulder behind me. I looked back. "Sorry about my brother hes a asshole" the boy said,
"He's your brother? he is a asshole " I said "Yea he is. I'm Bill Kaulitz ," Bill said."I'm Lu, " I said back and smiled. Bill smiled back. I looked back at the whiteboard.

The bell rang. I got up and started walking suddenly. Tom pulled my hair "Tom don't do that asshole what did she do to you ?" Bill said to Tom. "Nothing:)"Tom said while looking at me, Bill kicked him in the nuts and left the classroom. I was just looking at Tom in pain. "Didn't know you had nuts," I said while laughing. "I hate you," Tom said in pain. I rolled my eyes and went to my next class.

Period 2 is Math. I was walking down the hallways. looking for the classroom
"LU!!" Bill screamed. I turned around and saw him running towards me. "Lu Lu, what class u got next? " Bill said I could feel his heavy breath on my face "Math why?" I said "Finally I have the same class with someone, " Bill said, "Do you know where the math class is?" I said "No Let's skip! If we get caught, we can just say we got lost and were new, " Bill said "Uhh are you sure?" I said,"Hell yea or no? It's fine if you don't wanna." Bill said in a sweet voice "No I'm fine. I will just go to math maybe next time, sorry!" I said while walking away to go find Period 2.

I finally found it. I opened the classroom door and sat down

"FUCK YOU ASSHOLE"

I heard Bill yelled in the hallway. I saw Bill open the door he came late. I thought he would skip, "Bill Kaulitz," the teacher said. While shaking his head, he looked piss "Huh am I late?Sorry, I got lost. I'm new," Bill said while trying to find a seat "Yeah sure..don't be late next time, " the teacher said

Period 3 is Art. I looked around to find the classroom. "LU!" Bill yelled. I turned around and saw Bill. "Lu, do you have art next?" Bill said,"Uh yea, I do," I said "Finally I know we're the art classroom is, follow me, " Bill said. I followed him, and we went upstairs, and I saw Tom. Tom was looking at me with a death stare. I rolled my eyes and continued to follow Bill.

I went into period 3 and saw Tom. he looked at me, I sat at the back of the classroom with Bill. Tom, who was all away in the front of the classroom, Tom looked back and flipped me off.

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