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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHGGGGGGGG

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he hugged me

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as a thank you daw

kayyyyy 🙈!

9:12 PM

Elli
kaylaaaa
pwede ba magrant huhu
i just need to get this out of my chest

Kayla
teh
wag ka na magtanong
ready ako anytime anywhere
HAHAHAHA

Elli
stoppp being like that
natatouch ako
HAHAHAHA

Kayla
gulooo mo
sabi mo gusto mo magrant
tapos nung sabi ko sige
stop stop ka diyan

Elli
nag-iinarte lang kasiii
pabayaan mo na

Kayla
okii
soo spill the 🍵 , sissy!

Elli
umm
i don't know how to start
wait
HAHAHHA

Kayla
go on
take your time
gusto mo ba call?

Elli
noooo
mas mahihiya ako

Kayla
waitt
hmm
aamin ka ba sakin 🤨?

Elli
HAHAHAHAH
noooo
asa ka
it's just i'm starting to get scared...
nung una hindi pa
the fact that i'm starting to get attached
doubts and worries are surfacing my mind

Kayla
scared of what?

Elli
of my feelings
kasi nung isang araw
i was so tired
i know you reminded me to rest
and i'm sorry that i pushed myself too hard
but i just really need to for my works to be done
one time, nasa coffee project kami
we we're studying
until suddenly
i felt so tired and drained
parang bibigay na yung mata ko
and i started to panic
because i thought i was gonna pass out
i had anxiety that time
it was intense
i do not know what to do
until rhealle stepped in
he calmed me down
taught me a coping technique
he was patient with me
and after that i started opening up about what happened before
i'm scared because i'm starting to feel comfortable
i start to feel like i can tell everything to him
that i'm safe with him

Kayla
and that's wrong?
having someone you feel safe with is nice
at least you have someone who understands and cares for you

Elli
yess but
what if i become to dependent on him?
what if maoverwhelm siya sakin?
what if there would be a point na mapagod siya sakin?
what if maging purwisyo ako kagaya dati?

Kayla
Elli, never ka naging perwisyo.
you just experienced some hardships in life and
that's understandable.
of course, you needed other people and support in that time of your life.
having other people to help you doesn't automatically make you a burden to them.
you also have to tell rhealle about this
of your worries para maassure ka
it may be hard but it will give you guys
both a peace of mind
kasi di ka magooverthink
and he would know how to deal with your concerns

Elli
but i'm not even sure if he likes me

Kayla
HAHAHAHA
yan tayo eh

Elli
ANSAMA MOOO
nag-oopen up yung tao eh
HAHAHAHAH

Kayla
sorry sorry HAHAHA
you both should also talk about that
and you have to condition yourself as well
to look at yourself and realize
you are not a burden
you are strong and independent ever since before
because if you have relationship with that mindset,
you would always feel insecure
and it may damage your relationship with him

Elli
so you're saying i should focus on myself first?

Kayla
well,
it's your choice
if you want to tell him your concerns and try things out or focus on yourself first.
i support you in anything, sissy.

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