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T.W: anxiety, subtle mention of suicide

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USER: @ellienneschulze

eliiii @ellienneschulze • 26 mins
night classes are soooo tiring

eliiii @ellienneschulze • 26 minsnight classes are soooo tiring

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USER: @thevionrhealle

Rhealle @thevionrhealle • 3 mins
i feel like i absorb lessons more during night classes

Rhealle @thevionrhealle • 3 mins
advantages of being a night owl


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It has been so long ever since I went back here. Nothing really changed, only that there more people than I have expected. I seated in the same spot we used to seat on out of instinct. I didn't realize that I seated on the same spot we used to hung out until I was there.

Lilipat pa sana ako pero may grupo na ng estudyante ang umupo sa kabilang table. I decided to just stay there first for a while before ordering. I was about to get up when I realized something once again. Wala na palang mambabantay ng gamit ko at isesecure yung table habang nag-oorder ako.

I guess even if time really did pass by, there are just things that are hard to forget. Not that I would still cry about not having that person by my side but there is still an ache as if a missing piece of a puzzle was missing.

"One Java Chip Frappe po with Oreo Cheesecake."

If pwede ko lang sana iwan yung gamit ko sa table na yun, edi sana di na ako nag-ooverthink na baka may kumuha ng pwesto ko kanina. Hindi naman yung pwede kasi sigurado wala na yun doon if iniwan ko.

Marami pa namang tao. Sigurado ako may nakaupo na dun. After ordering, I immediately looked back on the table only to find out that someone already took it.

It was expected, honestly, but to see the same guy who sat with me at the same table we shared months ago while we silently viewed each other in our peripheral vision, pretending that we were getting our work done was truly unexpected. Sure, his looks changed a bit, more built and improved masculine figure, but it was the same old Rhealle who had his laptop on the table while editing a bunch of films. Out of a sudden, he looked up and saw me.

I freezed out. Bakit kasi siya dun pumwesto? I silently ran to the comfort room as if hindi niya ako nakita kasi di ko alam gagawin ko. This is the first time I saw him after the graduation! Anong gagawin ko? Alangan namang I pretend that we're still close.

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