Chapter 34

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the wall in front of my eyes are still. its white. and plain. but i don't let my gaze trigger anything else. i want to stare at this wall forever if i had to.

because i would have too.

and i would let myself to do that.

nothing moves. nothing stirs. my room is quiet

and so am I

I seem to eventually come to the term that i am in fact tired

so i squeeze my eyes shut and let my hair fall back between my boney shoulders and rest my head on the pillow. i pull the covers over my legs and body.

its warm now

and i can sleep

right?

wrong

i dont sleep. my eyes are shut tight. my body doesn't move. the room doesn't move.

until it does move

someone is playing with the handle and i can hear keys unlocking it.

oh god

please dont be please dont be

and it bursts open

completely

wide open. but i still keep my eyes shut because i dont want to look at them right now. i want to sleep. please. let me sleep. my fingers are places restlessly beside me hips wiggling slightly. plus

it was 1 o'clock in the freaking morning

what does this person want now. seriously.

I have the slightest urge to get up and shoo them away. but i dont. i stay there. quietly.

helplessly.

finally after 3 gazillion minutes the person is breathing heavily. i can practically feel their heartbeat against mine. nd i know its something urgent. something critical.

the footsteps pick up and the person closes the door shut tight. locks it and then steps closer to my bed.

crap. crap.crap

what do i do? get up? smack them? i cant. im helpless now.

then i hear them

breathing

and i already know who it is

i knew from the moment they walked in here

i could tell

noah

noah was here

and he was here

and he was really here and i- i couldn't move

"clara" he says so quietly. so softly a mouse could only hear this. he says my name like its the last thing he will ever speak of again. and i love it

my eyes pop open because the urgency in his voice is too strong to keep quiet now. something is really wrong with him. and i want to know why

"good you up. we need to go. now. we need to leave. you and me. now i know just dont get mad dont ask questions"

i turn my head towards the door and then i meet his eyes. there-

the brightest blue i have ever seen in the darkness. god. Camille was right

he was beautiful

always had been in my books. stop clara. just do what he says before he gets more mad

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