In love with my bully? 💣 🔞 | Harry Styles AU | ON HOLD

Chapter 18

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Harry's POV:

I silently munched on my sandwich keeping my eyes on her.
She was sitting right in front of me.

The thing is... I've never felt any such thing for her before...
And I've known her for years...

I admit I sometimes... find myself attracted to her ...
But she never made my heart skip a beat...

And now...things are... different.
I still don't know if I'm okay with that change though...

I see her every day , but today , I feel like there is something more about her... something I never noticed before.
I'm starting to notice every single details about her...
Like everything suddenly starts to stand out.

The glow on her face... the twinkle in her eyes whenever she smiled...

The blush on her face everytime she caught me staring or when we accidentally bumped with one another...

Or maybe it wasn't just accidental and sometimes I did it on purpose , just to see her blush for me?
Maybe...

She looked up and caught me staring at her.
A blush crept on my cheeks...

Tables have turned...

When our eyes fianlly met, I felt my heart thunder and my breath shorten.
She smiled at me making butterflies swarm wildly around in my stomach.

Fuckkkk.
What's happening to me?!?

I gulped. Feeling my heart beat pound in my ears.

She quickly looked away , leaving me to feel  this whole bunch of creepy emotions.

FUCK... I don't like this...
It's seriously starting to scare me...

I'm not like this... this wasn't  supposed to happen...

I'm beginning to realize that these feelings inside me are ones I can no longer deny
She made me fall for her...

Realization slowly washed upon me...

FUCK... I HAVE FEELINGS FOR HER...

I choked on my food.
And started coughing crazily as I slowly started turning purple...

I can't breath...
I punched my chest.

Mom and Sarah turned to me with worried looks. I just nodded my head to say that I was okay, while mom rushed behind me , and started patting  my back.

Sarah came by my side and  handed me a glass of water.

"T-thanks..."

I took it with shaky hands. And took a few sips...

What a mess you've made of yourself. You are fucking pathetic!!

"I'm fine..."  I finally said.

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After the "incident" I kept quiet for a few minutes letting her finish her breakfast. And sulk over my situation.

I've lost my appetite...

I finally couldn't take it. Sitting here so close to her.
I stood up.

"Euhm... w-we should go now." I said.
I just can't wait to go to school and get away from her.

"Ehmm y-yeah. We should. Thanks for having me Anne, I really enjoyed talking to you. Thank you so much for the breakfast it was excellent and the dress,it's beautiful... I'll give it back as soon as I can."
She smiled up at my mom.