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i grew up thinking i was beautiful but then people told i don't know what beautiful means.
it's what's on the outside
that counts:

small feet

toned thighs

big butt

slim wait

big boobs

showing collarbones

small neck

high cheekbones

closed mouth

a realistic smile

quiet giggles

no acne

20/20 vision

turned away looks

and closed eyes when some man

gets to close to another girl

self degrading actions

not accepting compliments

and accepting criticism

not crying when you're mom

tells you you're not that beautiful

but good enough so no one will

have to settle on you.

these were words that

i was supposed to be.

being this is being beautiful.

in this society being beautiful

means pleasing men

and not yourself.

being beautiful is becoming this

list of words and burying

the actual you 6 feet under.
'*'

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