coffee stains

deep breaths

maybe you are still suffocated
by your range, your anger,
but you must remember
that it is okay
to feel
whatever you are feeling
under.
it is hard
to stay in the covers
that each night hot tears fall down
over and over.

one day, you're angry
one day, you're sad
and it must be exhausting
to feel this mad.

but dear, trust me,
no one knows you better
more than i do
because,
i am you.

the people that surrounds you
are oblivious
of everything-
the fact that you are trying
making the word existing
synonymous to living
fake believing yourself into this thing
surving, fighting, the battles inside your mind that you are facing-
each day feels like dying,
you, yourself is unaware that you are dying
and it is so frustrating
to watch you suddenly crying
not knowing
any reasons at all
or what has caused
all these trouble.

i know it's hard.
i know you have tried.
i know...
you are tired.

((but
keep going.
do not stop
s u r v i v i n g.))