Things getting even worse

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Hi😊guys
This is my first time writing a FF ,ooh i am so exited
So hope you all like it and vote and comment if you like it
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Y/N PROVINCE

OWWW i whined in pain as my mother started to drag me upstairs
I was screaming at top of my lungs while trying to get her hands loosen,but instead of her she tightened her grip on my wrist .

She took me to her room and pushed me threw through the room.she closed the door while my step dad was watching us with a little smlie on his face .I just hate that smile of him , i whispered to my self.

She lockes the door and started to walk towards me, as i started walking backwards slowly. I knew something really bad is going happen and i deffinetly dont want it . I walked back until i hitted the wall and i cant back up anymore . Shivers started to roam aroud my body.

My mom came closer and closer to me.

The room was quiet until my mother spoke out of blue.

Uuuugh i just hate that innocent face of you ,my mom said. I looked down trying not see not to look at her face.
I dont undestand what your saying mom i said while looking down.
Really you dont understand what i am saying she said but this time more anger in her voice. I nodded still looking down
Let me explain to you she said as she took her phone from her purse

My body started to heat up with fear, fear of what's going to happen next

Then my mom started to show a vedio of me watching a bTS song while singing it,my eyes wided as i saw it . I looked up to see my and saw my moms eyes full of anger
H-ho-how did u get t-this vedio i shuttered silently while looking at my moms eyes without even blinking
Then i bursted into tears, and my mom slapped me leaving a print of her hand on my cheeks.
M-mom i can expla- i tryed speak until i got cut off by my mom.
No need to explain you little pervent i know everything ......

Flash back.....

I know i am not aloud sing,dance or talk to boys. But i had to go against my moms stupid rules this time because it is a singing test and its a must for me to sing , and if i dont i would fail in the test and my parents specially my over ruled mom would kill me if a fail even one single test
I hate my mothers rules , i hate my parents , i hate living like this with no freedom,i said this again and again until my bff katie interapted

Katie:y/n stop saying that , just saying that wouldn't make things better
Y/N:I know but i can't stop saying that ,it feels i am never going get out of this hell. Katie i want freedom , i have a life inside of me full of happiness but i dont think i would ever get that.
Katie:y/n i want to help you but how. And y/n you need to talk back ,you cant always step back and hide, i said with sad tone
Y/n: Thats true , fine what ever lets start practising or else we will fail the test

Y/N PRO
I started practicing with a smile on our face. It felt nice to sing with my bff ,since it was my first time singing infront my bestie
I didnt notice someone was watching us.

End of flashback

Listen you little brat ,dont try to act so innocent infront of me. I had enough of you now, and dont forget that in the past i took care of you because your father loved you, now that he is no more you nothing to me , i never loved i wanted kill you the day you were born but that stupid father of yours begged me stop otherwise you wouldn be alive right now she said as she slapped me again but this time with even more power

"M-m-mom why do you hate me so much , what did i do" , i shuttered with my weaken voice because of so much

Uuuuuuugh you still dont get it , y/n this will be your last punisnment .

That's all she said before knocknig me out........

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Yeah♡ my the first chapter of this story

And sorry if theres any spelling mistakes ik there's a lot

Oooh i am so happy, i would uptade soon😉

If anyone can make a good cover for this book please make it and send me privatly and the credit will go to the person who makes it♡

Luv shaana♡♡♡

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