After we got out of the Labour room,Kamal informed Dad everything that happened.
We were her hand bag and the baby bag she came along with
When a nurse attending to her heard what happened she was crying but then she handed a letter to us saying she said she should give us if she dies in the Labour room
"Dear Kamal and Malak,
I am sorry I have to leave this way but i felt it.
I am know i told you what to name her and please take care of her
Please tell her I love her,please tell her about me
I have my picture and her father's picture in the house I rented
And i also bought her some things I want her to use
I bought a cot for her and some baby clothes
My address is behind the letter and the key to my house is in my handbag
Please give away every of my belongings as soon as I am buried.i already arranged it in a luggage
I know I am using Her through out the letter even though I didn't do the gender scan
I dreamt I gave birth to a girl and I feel it too,mother's instintics
But If i happen to give birth to a boy,tell him to forgive me and I love him equally
May Allah bless you two with jannah...Ameen"
Yours gratefully,
Jamila
"Mummy!Daddy!you brought a baby girl.i thought I told you to bring two"Aayan said studying the baby in arms
We are back from the hospital and we sat at the living room
Dad prayed for his new granddaughter putting honey for her to lick
We all laughed softly at his innocence
"Dad,it's time for the jana'izah(funeral prayers)lets go"Kamal called when he received a message
"Okay let's get going,hope you called Halilu and told him the masjid the prayers is going to hold"dad said putting his phones in his pocket
"Yes,is central masjid"Kamal said smiling at the baby sadly and she just looked at him
"Sai mun dawo(till we come back)" Dad spoke
"A dawo lafia(come back safe)"I said softly watching them go
Kamil travelled to gombe yesterday to check on Yusra.he is coming back today
Suddenly the baby started crying,I studied her face while rocking her softly in arms
She has her mother's eyes and nose.
I decided to send Raliyah to get milk for her from a nearby shopping mall
Since nobody I knew was breast feeding yet and Fareeda has not even delivered
"Is she wearing pink because she is a baby girl?"Aayan asked curiously sitting next to me
I nodded wiping my tears
The baby was still crying even after rocking her softly in arms
I think she feels the death of her mother and she is hungry
"I found the baby milk"Raliyah called entering the house and I sighed
"Okay come hold her while I make it"i said when she entered the living room
This is not new to me because When Yusra was born I was wise and I saw how my mother used to make the milk for her
Not too cold not too hot just warm
I carried the mini feeder we found in the baby bag,Jamila carried to the hospital.Raliyah already sterilized it in hot water
"She's crying so much"i said nervously
I collected her from Raliyah putting the feeder in her tiny mouth while she sucked impatiently
"She's been hungry"Aayan said then pouted
"Can we change her clothes already?"Aayan asked curiously
"No, Aayany just go watch CBeebies"i replied when I notice her eyes closing
"But I want to see the baby girl"he declined about to cry
"She's trying to sleep"i whispered
Her tiny eyes closed gently and I carried her upstairs to our room laid her at the middle putting pillows by her side to stop her from falling
I studied her with a gentle stare, i now have a daughter and I smiled
"Alhamdulilah"i whispered
Kamal texted me saying they have buried her and he took her Belongings to a refugee camp
he carried all the things she told him to carry from her room for the baby before breaking the news to the landlord and handing over the key to him.
I didn't know the time I started crying
I am crying for her
My baby girl
But I promise to love her like I would love my own
In sha Allah
Baby Farha😢
Still on her
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Spiritual"do you know the meaning of your name?"her father asked "yes,you told me.....an angel"she replied "you are my and your mother's angel"he said with a proud smile. She went on a journey that led her to her FOREVER
