Her unwanted love ✅

Chapter 27

The Messenger of Allah (may the blessings and peace of Allah be upon him) led the morning prayer for us at al-Hudaybiyah
following rainfall during the night. When the Prophet (may the blessings and peace of Allah be upon him) finished, he faced the people and said to them: Do you know what your Lord has said? They said: Allah and his Messenger know best. He said: This morning one of my servants became a believer in Me & one a
disbeliever. As for him who said: We have been given rain by
virtue of Allah and His mercy, that one is a believer in Me, a
disbeliever in the stars; and as for him who said: We have been
given rain by such-and-such a star, that one is a disbeliever in Me, a believer in the stars.
(Al-Qudsi)
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She was having headache when she wake up so she decided to relax as its weekend. She know that Idris didn't came to room. So she went to check him. She feel bad about her behaviour. It was all her fault that she expected so much from him. She maybe upset but not caring about him will only make her feel worse. She found him coming from a room and he answered her unasked question.

"It's my room" he said and she frown at him

"I mean it was my room before we got married. I didn't wanna disturb you so slept their" he said when she nods her head. She was not looking at him but his eyes were only on her. He can see how weak she looks.

His gaze shifted when maid interrupted them. she went to her room again. He thought that she don't want to have breakfast with him. He was hungry but thought of eating alone killed his hunger but he still went to table. When he was trying to eat she came and sat beside. She added some food her and his plate he can only smile at it. When he was having food hastily she understood that he have skipped dinner.

"I'm sorry I should have not behaved like that yesterday. I should have ask you about dinner but I wasn't feeling well" she said and he stop eating and looked at her

"Zeba its me who should be sorry. I was not their when you needed me I was busy" he said only if he can say her he was busy with someone else. He can't put her in more trauma saying truth but he will say it soon because he don't want to break her trust. Which he didn't realised trust is already broken when he have other women in his life.

She can see guilt in eyes but it felt like their was something more he wanted to say but kept silent. She just nodded her head not to dwell on unknown emotions

It took time for him to rebuild his bond with zeba but finally he did now he felt scared to lose her. He always needed someone to understand him and take care of him but thinking her to me one makes him feel selfish to want her to be with him even after everything.

She can see his hesitance from a month it looked like he is hiding something from her. She wanted to trust him fully but his weird behaviour is not helping. He is changed like he is not talking about his project much like he used to do before nor he looks happy for finishing it. It feels like he never wanted to end project I mean he who doesn't get happy on achieving his dream. He always get away from her when he gets phone call which never used to do. Even warda notice his weird behaviour She tried to reason her but she wasn't satisfied. She realised in all her worries she forgot to celebrate his comeback.

Idris project was great hit the whole week he was busy with giving interviews. His company shares increased he was happy from outcome. He got suprise from zeba when whole company was invited for celebration he was impressed with her thoughts but he knew today is day he have to say her thing which was he hiding.

During party everyone was enjoying but two people where disturbed. He was scared while her heart was giving negative feel. His smile was forced while she carried frown from his behaviour. She cannot understand why he is not happy she can't read his mind but his eyes said it all.

He introduced her as business partner to everyone the moment. His resolve got weak after call while she understood his worried face. He dragged her away from party while she walked not knowing what to say. When they where in a room his gaze was everywhere else then her. She got frustrated this unexpected suspense and folded her arms tapping his leg waiting him to say

"What is it Ris will you speak up" she asked looking at him. He sighed trying to get courage

"I'm sorry zeba. I...." he said unable to utter his word

"Why are you saying sorry. Wait if your thinking about dadu's funeral its okay I understand you where busy with work" she said

"Not about that but I'm sorry because I love someone else" he said the word hurt her. It felt like her world spinned and she was unable to believe his word she thought he was joking but his face showed sincerity

"What are you talking about idris? You are already married you can't do this"  She said trying to make him understand seriousness of his word.

"I know what I'm talking zeba its not wrong to feel in love beside I can do second marriage " he said making her feel like he doesn't care if she is a part of his life. He had made his decision and he was not going to go back

"You can't marry again without my permission. I'm your first wife remember that" she said making her part in his life visible

"Yes I know that's reason You should meet her and please help me" he pleaded him like she have solution
She laughed at his request and looking in his eyes she lost her words but after a lot effort whispered
"Okay we will get through it together"  She said only when she heard the knock in door to avoid any problem. He understood her and nodded his head then they went together to party with smile. They where walking together but still in different worlds where she can feel pain of losing one person she trusted while he was worried for her. He didn't like the disappointment in her eyes. He wanted to take his word back but he can't afford to lose his only love.
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Will zeba accept his request or her effort to make him understand will end fatal

Is Idris love so important that he can leave his smarty

Who do you think will live with word love fully

Hadith of the day :
Allah's Messenger (peace be upon him)  went out and he had in his hand two books. He said: Do you know what these two books are? We
said: Allah's Messenger, we do not know but only that you inform us. Thereupon he said: This one which my right hand possesses is a Book from the Lord of the worlds. It contains the names of the inmates of Paradise and the name of their forefathers and those
of their tribes. It is most exhaustive and nothing will be added to it nor anything eliminated from it up to eternity. He then said: This one in my left  hand is a Book from the Lord of the worlds. It contains the names of the denizens of Hell and the names of their forefathers and their tribes. It is also
exhaustive to the end and nothing will be added to it nor
anything will be eliminated from it. The Companions said: Allah's Messenger, (if this is the case) then where lies the use of doing a deed if the affair is already decided. Thereupon he said: Stick to the right course and remain as close to it as possible for one
who is to be inmate of Paradise would end his life by an act befitting the inmates of Paradise, no matter what he may have done and for one who is the denizen of Hell, his deed would end
on that which is a deed of the denizens of Hell, no matter what he may have done (before). Allah's Messenger (peace be upon him) then threw the books and making a gesture with his hand said: Allah has made a decision about His servants (a section will be in Paradise and a section in the blaze).
[Al-Tirmidhi]