I am disappointed in you (re-edit)

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'Thought'

"Dialogue"

Italian

Train pov

When the day I died, I thought that I will meet my friends, Sven, Eve and especially Saya but somehow or another I woke up again as a newborn.  All the fuss of the adults surrounding me and a light penetrating my eyes cause me unable to find out what is going on.  But a certain word cause me froze

"Congratulations, its a girl!"

"ooo Darling look.  Isnt she beautiful?"

"Yes she is"

"Whats her name should be?"

"Why dont it be Ilia, Ilia Lockstar?"

"Thats nice, my daughter Ilia"

'Daughter?  You gotta be kidding me!  I once heard that there is possibilities of reincarnation but as a girl!  I bet Sven will burst laughing at me right now'

From that day onwards, begins the life of Ilia Lockstar

A few years later~~~

"Ilia!  Could you help fetch the laundry?"

"Yes mama!"

It takes time for me to accept that I am reincarnate as a girl plus as a civilian.  Throughout the years, somehow I feel that I am missing something but I dont know why but I can feel that people are watching me.  I just discard that feeling because of my previous life as a hitman causing paranoia.  Its a beautiful world and I will enjoy every second of it since I been reprieve of it since my parents were murdered by the man who become my mentor

But as expected, every happiness have its own end.  It is through a brutal event that I can feel that Fate is laughing at me.  It happened like this

Flashback

Our family of three plus incoming of the fourth member in 7 months are enjoying our family time together watching the movie.   Suddenly, the lights gone out.  When I manage to adjust my eyes with the dark, I can feel something warm and wet on my face.  I look at my parents and there they are, dead with dead ringer of bullet at their head.  

The perpetrator dared to point his gun on me and demand to surrender to him.  I am chosen as the member of his famiglia as the cloud.  I dont understand what he is saying but one thing is for sure, my parents are dead.  Through this person hand.  A surge of warm blaze in me and the next I knew, the man is dead.  In my hand held Hades, my beloved gun and there is a burn on my collarbone

I went to the bathroom and look at the mirror.  My collarbone have that Romanian 13 and my eyes, its purple with a rings of orange surrounding it.  Slowly I wash the blood on my face and something wet is falling from my eyes.  A hysterical laugh escape with me clutching on the mirror.  Of course, of course this would be.  I cannot live a happy lives since this is what I am, he Black Cat, the most sought after assassin and after that sweeper.  I can never live as civilian.  Taking a few deep breathe, I lock that foolish feeling and start cleaning myself, collecting of my existence in the house which is my home and burn it down

From that point on, Ilia Lockstar already dead along with her family, leaving the cold blood assassin name Train Heartnet

End of flashback

That point on, I collect informtaion regarding the bastard famiglia and found the existence of Underword which mostly known as Mafia World.  They monopolise the existence of the flames that is known as Dying Will Flames.  Its got two set which are Flames of the Sky and Flames of the Earth.  I test myself and found out that I am a Cloudy Sky.  Both of which mostly sought after.  Normally it is activated when in life-or-death situation or the strength of your resolve but since I am reincarnate, I already experience the required situation thus I am flame active since birth

It takes a long time for me to control it due to it is like a bacon of attention but I will not make the same mistake again.  I can feel that I fall into my Black Cat persona.  I grab whatever it takes to survive

But from that I need network, some aliases to provide a cover.  As I expected that I can never get away from the Underworld.  Well mafia, the Black Cat already here.  Beware of your back