'Thought'
"Dialogue"
Italian
No one pov
"Mama" Isabella call Train
"Yes Kitten, whats wrong?"
"Why are you not with Papa?"
"Why? Is there something wrong?"
"Well, every time that we spend time together at the park, I always see that there are children with their parents. Why our family is different?"
Train when she heard that, she feel ashamed that her Kitten will pointed that. Of course that Isabella will ask her that because she is different than the others. Train want Isabella have a complete family. She thought that it is enough with the way it is but it seems that it is not enough
"That is for another time Kitten. Right now how about you tell me what did you do today"
Isabella look kind of downhearted when she heard that but seems happy that her Mama willing to spend her time by listening her recalling her day before bedtime
"Hahaha I see. Good job Kitten. Mama is so proud of you. Now its already late, its time for you to sleep"
"Yes Mama. Night Mama, I love you"
"Night Kitten. I love you too"
Train cover her baby girl with the sheet and step out of the bedroom after Isabella fall asleep
Train pov
When Isabella ask her that, a realisation come to her. Did she keep her Kitten from spending as a whole family. Due to her feelings of not wanting to forgive the arcobalenos cause her derive from the love of family. Train thinking of her family from her past live and of her love to Saya
'I really need to separate my feeling and my daughter's feeling. I cant be selfish'
Thinking like this, Train decided that she will give a chance for the arcobalenos. They seems trying to ask for her forgiveness all these years. She need to let go of the past if she want to enjoy the present and possibly the future. But she will not allow that they able to directly able to enjoy the richness of forgiveness. There will be trial for them to reach her and Isabella
As for Reborn advancement toward her the other day, she will give him a chance but he better be serious about it because hell will be his only safe place if he dare to play with her. Train fetch her phone and start calling Reborn. She didnt care that its already night but she need to give him her answer
A few rings later and the line connected
"Chaos Train, whats wrong"
"Are you busy right now?"
"No, I just prepare for the night"
"I see"
A moment of silence fill between them
"Train.. Is there something wrong?" Is that concern in his voice
"Reborn, I want to meet you tomorrow. Do your schedule full"
"No, no I am free tomorrow"
"Lets meet at the park we often spend time with"
"Alright"
"Ciao Reborn"
"Ciao Train"
After hang the call, Train take a deep breathe. She need to do this, for her daughter and it might be for her. She never thought it is hard since she only live as a man in the mafia as Black Cat but now she need to spend time as a woman with Reborn. Talk about awkward. No matter, everything will be going fine tomorrow. It will be
The next day
'Alright. Take a deep breathe Train. Just do what you normally do'
"Chaos Train"
"Ciao Reborn"
We order our drink and wait for it
A silent fill between us. Soon our drink arrive then we start walking from the cafe and soon reach a bench at the park. Thankfully that the bench is away from others and secluded for privacy
"Reborn, there is something I need to talk to you about"
"What"
"Its regarding Isabella"
Reborn pov
"Is there something wrong with her?" A hint of dread fill him thinking of possibilities that might happen to his daughter
'Is she ill? Is some of our enemies attack her?'
"No there is nothing about her but regarding her interaction and us"
"Whats wrong with that?" 'What? Is she trying to separate me from both of them? Like hell I will allow that'
"Its regarding our relationship Reborn"
'Our relationship... Did she fall in love in another person? No no, she cant. I dont know what will happen if she indeed fall in love in other'
"Isabella ask me why did her family is not like others. She want her family complete Reborn"
"What" 'Then Isabella want us together. It seems that my obstacle to get her approval already accomplish'
"So Isabella want us to get togetheer"
"Yes"
"Then I am okay with that"
"But for me, I am not Reborn. I still cant forgive you"
I quickly grab her hand in mine gently
"Train, I will try my best to win your heart. I know that I have many flaws but please give me a chance, for Isabella to have a complete family"
'Please, please Train. I never beg but this is worth it'
Train only tighten the grab
"Alright Reborn. I will give the chance but it will be difficult"
"I know but I will make up on that and treasure both of you" I kiss her hand and caress it. Finally Train will open herself. I will not lost this chance
"Regarding the arcobalenos, I think that I will give a chance too. I cant keep holding grudge on them on the past. Like you, it will not easy"
"How are you going to tell them"
"In the next arcobalenos meeting. Its been awhile for me to meet the others"
Then, we start talking regarding daily routine. I keep looking at her with love. I will treasure this moment and make it permanent
In the next arcobalenos meeting, Train declare that she is willing to allow them to spend time with her but for the forgiveness will take time. She said that she cant fool herself if she force herself. The rest of the arcobalenos are okay with it and begins their ways of finding things to spend time with her and meet Isabella. Damn it, I forgot that her attention will be divided but I am not the best for nothing
From that day, I start spending time Train and Isabella. I tried bring her to dates. Jazz sometimes give him information regarding Train, her likes, dislikes and everything else. I need to start from scratch because the information regarding Skull was invalid. Its like opening a treasure where there is trap. Either it will be the best gift or a pandora box
The arcobalenos also feels the trials that they need to go through and others. Gigglio Nero sometimes keep trying to chain us but we do not give any regards about them. They will not be their puppet any longer
These all continues for about 2 years and finally, finally the judgment already given for all of us
"I forgive all of you"
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