I am disappointed in you (re-edit)

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'Thought'

"Dialogue"

Italian

Reborn pov

When Train forgive us, the rest of the arcobalenos, we felt happiness bloom in our heart.  Finally, our Cloud, no Sky forgive us.  During the 2 years together trying to ask for her forgiveness, we managed to bond and harmonize with her as her elements.  The first person to harmonize among us is of course me and the next is Fon and the list go on

All of us arcobalenos become Train elements and she introduce us to Jazz aside from since I always keep in contact with him.  He is a good fellow because he always put Train wellbeing above all.  At first I am jealous of him because he manage to be with her almost all the time but thinking that he is the Noctis Famiglia member, of course he does.  Plus, he is also the one who did not believe on the bullshit Train put during Skull because his sharp mind keep insisting that how he manage to survive if he did not have the skills to survive

During my years of trying to court Train, Jazz keep giving me advices and regarding her habits and some I learn of it myself.  Jazz do not know all of it since that he ensure that he do not cross the line plus he already have a lover.  He just want the best for his Sky and him as fellow element

Train slowly start to give in of his courting until they officially start dating.  The arcobalenos are happy for us especially Isabella because she can spend more time him.  He is very thankful of his daughter due to her request 2 years ago and manage to make Train to open up.  They also learn Train capabilities when they are getting together with the Vongola.  The enemies suddenly start attacking them and Train successful eliminate the enemies while drinking her cup of milk

Today I am currently on a date with Train.  She looks so beautiful with her sundress and blond hair.  Her purple eyes glow with life when she look at him.  What a bless this is because along the time that he tried to court her, he begins to fall more in love in her.  As expected, she is the one for him and the plan that he want to propose to her

We go to an Italian restaurant where it is Train favourite place.  We keep on eating our meal course until its the end of the meal.  I can feel that my hand start trembling when it is in the pocket.  In it is a box of ring which I already chosen for her.  I wonder will she said the 'yes' word or the doom of his life word.  I chose to link our hand together and pull all the courage in me

"Train"

She look at me

"During all these years that I know you ever since the curse broken, I start to learn the real you.  I know that I am a jerk who always abuse you during our past and I know that I am a bad person for daring to declare that I love you after that.  When I found out that you are pregnant with my child, I am shock since I never thought that you are woman and carried a child for all the years of the curse.  Due to your insight, you manage to defend yourself from us and we with too much ego just brush you off.  You are a strong woman whether in physical and mental.  After you gave birth, for the first time, I feel that I am the worst scum on Earth because of the pain that you had to go through but you only push us aside.  It was a wake up call when we knew the truth regarding you, regarding all what happen before we become arcobalenos.  You show me your strength, your capabilities, your insight,your intelligent.  And you are my Sky.  When I knew that, I start planning on how to apologize to you and make up for what I lost.  During that time, I fall in love in you Train.  I thought that I dont have a chance with you and you are better with someone else but I am a selfish person Train.  Thats why I start to court you.  It start before Isabella start asked you the question. And you accept me after giving me a second chance.  I know that I am not a good person and sometimes I might hurt you but I want you at my side.  I want to spend my life with you and Isabella.  Both of you become my treasure.  And you Train become the love of my life"