"REMEMBER IT'S ROLE PLAYER'S WORLD"
Im an independent lady. I always composed my self, get what I want, do what I want and things will go on their proper place as I follow my self as I rely on my own decisions in life.
But things change a lot when I get into this world called "RPW". I dont want to get serious about things in here, because the main reason of me being in this world is to write stories, to express my poems freely as well as my thoughts on it.
Suddenly it's not the inspiration to write, I found but you. I brought you to my world. I brought you to my reality. I made you my top priority as I realize how I fall hard to someone who's not ready for me.
Everyday I think of the possible plan B, in case you got tired of me. As we get tired of each others immaturity and insecurities. Sadly I didn't come up with a plan to mend the broken heart you just leave me. Im prepared but not prepared enough.
Where my friend's thoughts became true, as I give her the right to nag on me all the time.
" Sabi ko sayo Kei, wag kang magseseryoso, dahil sa mundong pinasok mo laro lang ang totoo!"
Hikbi lang ang naging tugon ko, totoo naman kasi naging mahina ko sa mundong napasok ko.
" I'll never thought na aabot sa ganito. Malakas ka diba? Ang tapang mo sa personal pero bakit? Bakit Kei nagpakatanga ka sa gagong yan! Tingnan mo ang bilis kang pinalitan, kung sana nakinig ka sakin hindi ka sana nasasaktan ngayon!"
Tiningnan ko sya mata sa mata, habang luha ko'y masaganang dumadaloy ay sa huling pagkakataon gusto ko sanang magsalita.
" oo naging tanga ako. Inaamin ko bobo ako sa larangang ito. Sige tatanggapin ko lahat ng masasakit na salita mula sayo, sa inyo. Pero kasi pag nagmahal ka hindi laging kailangang planado. Hindi to isang business plan na applicable ang Plan A to Z! Hindi sa pag-ibig ng sobra ang problema sa isang relasyon. Sa tingin mo, susuko ang isa kung walang isang bumitaw? Kailangan bang maghanap ng iba kung kontento na sa ikaw? "
I drown myself in tears para kahit papano dun ko mailabas ang sakit.
Then suddenly figure out na nakapagmeet up na sila nung bago nya its just two months pero mukhang mahal nya talaga, kaya ako heto focus na lang sa studies ko saka na yang love life pag kaya na rin nitong puso ko.
Again it's rpw, hindi lahat may happy ending, Hindi lahat nauuwi sa meet up.
Tulad nung saamin na natapos sa may "third party, caused of break up".
End.
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TOGETHER ( One Shot Stories )
RomanceIt's a compilation of my one shot stories, it has different genre's. I would really appreciate if you try to read my works. Thank you in advance have a nice reading everyone! Tinkyuii kay bebe Nica Joy Acopio for the cover geez I love anime 😍💛
