Sorry Wrong Number - Avengers x fem reader

Part 26. Knife

Ella pov
I hear someone run into see... Bucky?!
"Um hi?" I ask him. I can see his worried face turn into a smirk. "Are you Ella?!" I nod my head yes. He was going to ask me something when black widow runs in with a knife. "The fuck you better run James!!"
Bucky stops and looks over at me. I freeze. She has a knife. A big knife. It's sharp. Shit I can't breathe.

(So this next part is a memory when written like this or with a warning. Also abuse and self harm and near rape. Please don't do anything like this or seek help if you need to).

I walk into my home with a brused check thanks to flash. I walk in to be pushed to the ground by a big hand. Shit. They grab me by the hand and throw me to the couche. I slowly get up to come face to face with a very drunk Dan and someone new. "You little brat is late. Let's teach you a nice sharp lesson." He walks over to the kitchen while the other person grabs me holding me still. Fan walks out with a sharp knife. He walks over and scraps down my arm. I yell only to be pushed to the wall. A g and over my mouth by the other person. He looks in his mid 20s. "Shut up!" He tells at me. I look over at Dan as he cuts me again. "Do you know who he is ella". Dan asks me. I shake my head no. I have a 4inging in my ear from loss of blood. I have small and big cuts everywhere. "He is my friend. Mike. who looooves little girls." He says smirking. He hand him a drink. Causing him to let me go. "Go clean yourself up I will need you nice and clean." He says taking a sip of his beer. They are both clearly drunk. I walk into my bathroom to cover myself up. I walk back out

I walk out to be pulled onto some ones lap. It's Mike. "What are you doing" I ask panic in my voice. Dan is passed out on a chair. Mike starts kissing my neck and my arms and shoulders. I try to get up but with him being 10 years old and loss of blood i could do anything. I was 12. That was the first of a very horrible friendship. He only came once or twice and never got too far but still. I still have scars from where Fans knife was.

I get pulled out of my dream when I hear people calling my name. I look around to see tony looking at me holding my arms trying to calm down my breathing. A panic attack. Really?!. I can see Nat and Bucky looking worried. They are nearly crying. "Hey hey no look at me okay not them not Bruce just me okay Ella i need you to do that for me" Tony says. I look at him and start copying his breathing. After I'm back to normal I don't remember much. I remember tony hugging me and black. I must have fallen to sleep. I hope i don't worry them to much.

Sorry for the long chapter lmao. I could find a good place to stop.
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Steve and Nat
Nat and Bruce
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