Beautifully Theirs

15. I love you

" Hi " Abhi spoke hugging Shehnaaz, she was 30 minutes late and he just had 10 minutes left for his break time

" Hi " She felt awkward all of a sudden because there was something She wants him to know before Sidharth shows up here

They were sitting on the roof of her quarters and She was now in a simple suit of Peach colour with no dupatta as she hates wearing them unless she is all dolled up for a special occasion

" Kya hua hai " He asked studying her intently, he knew her pretty well to know there was something she wanted to say and wasn't able to .

" Voh.... Sidharth" she took a breathe and he looked at Her, was this important to bring him between them always he thought but he knew Sidharth was that part of her life which will be with her till the very end but still He will always have those emotions for her inside him and they were difficult to let go in a day , so he atleast expected her to be just his friend for the time that is meant to be theirs yet he plastered a smile on his face reassuring her to go ahead

" Voh bhi aaya hai Saath main , I didn't know how to just convince him to let go of me at this hour of time alone Abhi " Shehnaaz sighed and he nodded his head repetitively

" Abhi yaar " Shehnaaz felt bad, She felt she was leading him on and she felt bad , He was her family, all these years he had been there when no one else had.

" I'm fine Shehnaaz, Anyways chal dekhte hai tune jisse pasand kiya hai voh hai kaisa" he laughed and Shehnaaz smiled sadly

" Aur usme Aisa kya hai joh tu kabhi mujhe vaise dekhna toh dur soch bhi nhi sakti " he murmured but she anyways heard it and she felt her heart breaking for him

She didn't had it in herself to love him back the way he does, She has solely loved Sidharth from the time she has understood what love actually meant

" Shehnaaz" they both could hear Sidharth calling her out and she shouted back

" Udhar stairs ke pass se aage aa jaa dikh jayenge "

" Abhi .... "

" Chill yaar Shehnaaz, I wanted just my best friend and haan mujhe bura laga because it was you who suggested this like old times and then you bring someone you love and what I'm supposed to do, I get the right to get angry here and I'm alright and I need time , I just can't kill my feelings overnight" He spoke or rather just whispered for just Shehnaaz to hear.

This had been a thing between them always , They won't hide out the anger from each other even if they want to , They fight and they are there back to being friends because that is how she understands Friendship

" Hey " Abhi Spoke standing up when he saw Sidharth approaching them and forwarding his hand for a probable hand shake

Sidharth looked at Shehnaaz for a moment to see her looking at him with expectant eyes and he sighed letting go of his anger for a while, He was the Man Shehnaaz loved he thought so he would make sure to be the best friend they promised each other to be

" Nice to meet You Man " Sidharth spoke giving him a hug instead of just shaking the hands .

" Sidharth" He spoke forwarding his hands this time
" Who doesn't know you Dr. Sidharth, it's just I know you a little more through Sana " Abhi spoke warmly and they settled down

Shehnaaz was just recalling her Conversation that just happened with Sidharth, replaying all the things he spoke in anger and sighed, it was tough to be like old times and this tug of war between Abhi and Sidharth would just make it more difficult