writing motivation and tips

Good one, Bad one

There are always good chapters you have written, the ones with which you're so content and happy. Then there are the ones you hate to read, edit or even look at it. It's a chapter which you've written because you didn't have anything to write and just for the sake of it.

I have written so many chapters and that makes me so mad, angry and sad at myself. I want to be able to pen down beautiful words, beautiful descriptions, a beautiful story overall.

But my writer's block.

But my writer's block won't let me.

It's as if someone is holding me back from behind from growing as a writer and an author, and when I look back at that someone, it's me I'm looking at.

But then I tell myself,
it's okay to have written a bad chapter. You know why? Because you can always rewrite it. You can always come back to it and write it again, my love.

In fact, I have just written a chapter which I'm not satisfied and happy with. And I know that everyone found it pretty average than my previous ones, but I let it stay because I can always change it.

I just wanted to let you know, it's okay to have written bad chapters. Just like our life, stories have good and bad chapters as well.

It's funny how I'm talking about good and bad chapters because I'm right now wallowing, I'm digging myself those pits so than I can bury myself from the embarrassment.

But maybe I want to tell this to myself more than to you.