Elyse
12:20AM
It's late, fuck.
Josh
12:23AM
It's Monday and we have school tomorrow. You're gonna be tired if you don't sleep now.
Elyse
12:25AM
I'll be fine, I'm basically like a vampire at this point to be honest. Although I'm worried about you not sleeping enough.
Josh
12:29AM
Can I ask you something since we're staying awake?
Elyse
12:35AM
Should I be worried?
Josh
12:41AM
It might be a little offensive.
Elyse
12:42AM
Oh no... go on.
Josh
12:44AM
Why did you never make an effort to make friends?
Elyse
12:49AM
I hate everyone.
Josh
12:51AM
Seriously?
Elyse
12:53AM
Seriously.
Josh
12:54AM
May I ask why?
Elyse
12:57AM
All the rumours, you know how Sophie has that thing of what they say about me. I couldn't bare talking to people and them thinking that of me, with anxiety my mind always wonders what people are thinking and when I moved to this school I couldn't deal with what everyone thought.
Elyse
12:58AM
It really sucked, everything they said about me. After that I just never made the effort again I guess.
Josh
01:05AM
Rumours? What did they say?
Elyse
01:08AM
That I'll never get anywhere in life, that I'm this evil psychopath and everything like that. And they spread these rumours of me sleeping with people I didn't and things I didn't do.
Josh
01:10AM
They suck, of course you'll get somewhere in life, you're smart and great.
Elyse
01:12AM
Hopefully.
Josh
01:13AM
Do it to prove them wrong. Spite if you will.
Elyse
01:14AM
More annoyed at the rumours tbh. The things they'd come out with is ridiculous.
Josh
01:16AM
Yeah, you're my little virgin bestfriend, not that there's anything wrong with that.
Elyse
01:18AM
Well.
Josh
01:19AM
NO!
Josh
01:19AM
WHAT?!
Josh
01:20AM
NO PLZ NO.
Elyse
01:21AM
I'M SORRY!
Josh
01:22AM
:( I'm in shock.
Elyse
01:23AM
Oh whatever, I haven't done it for almost a year, let it go.
Josh
01:24AM
Couldn't be me.
Elyse
01:25AM
We know! But not all of us want sex, or even a relationship like that. Some people just don't like sex or want it at this age.
Josh
01:27AM
I know, I know. I'm just shocked you've done anything.
Elyse
01:28AM
You calling me ugly?
Josh
01:30AM
I wouldn't dare.
Elsye
01:32AM
Sure you wouldn't.
Josh
01:33AM
Anywaaaay goodnight.
Elyse
01:35AM
I'll let you get away with it this time because we do need to sleep. See you tomorrow?
Josh
01:36AM
Well, in a few hours for a final day of studying.
Elyse
01:37AM
Joy.
Josh
01:39AM
Goodnight, Elyse. :)
Elyse
01:41AM
Goodnight, Josh. :)
Josh
01:44AM
WAIT!
Elyse
01:47AM
Let me sleep.
Josh
01:48AM
No.
Elyse
01:50AM
What?
Josh
01:52AM
I'll leave you to think about this. They never said you'd make it so annoy them to piss them off, live your life better than them.
Josh
01:52AM
Number twelve: spite
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