if things were different

6-10

pansy pov

"wow" i said looking at all the pictures she had of everyone then i saw a letter 

dear draco 

if youre reading this I'm probably gone which i know is quite sad but that just way it is, please juts know that i died feeling loved by you, you were the first person to ever saw me ti such love an die will never repay you, you are my one draco my forever you are he reason i get up everyday  and i love you so much. i just ask one thing of you to do for me its something small but would be everything to me, i want you to move on and be happy with whoever you are with i wan you to start your own family and love the children like they are the only important thing in this entire world please i know it will be hard but thats what my last dying wish is, to see you happy and healthy because i love you so much. Also you probably know now that im pregannt and if you dont surprise but please take care of my baby and show him how much he is loved and appreciated, you also dont have to tell them im their mother because they will ask questions about me and i know it will be awkward but please take care of my family for me, once agin i love you more than anything in this entire world 

yours forever y/n" i read outlod and started  crying "no come pansy she need you be strong for her" i said to myself and left the room on the way out i bumped into someone "please pansy just listen to me for a moment" the blonde ferret asked me "why" i hissed "because pansy believe it or not im doing this for her not for anyone else" he said "have you been crying" i asked "yes parkinson please just tell me if she's okay" she snapped "she's fine malfoy and if you want yo can come with me or if your not you can leave"i said "i cant pans" he said and walked off 

y/n pov 

today is the day i go back to hogwarts for all my lesson and im quite nervous even thought its like 3 day until winter break i still have to face everyone in class. i walked into the divination class with pansy next to me apparently the year sixes and sevens are doing this class together "ah congratulations a beautiful boy" trewalaney yelled making the whole class looked me "pansy" i said "y/n/n" she replied "sorry were late professor" i said and took my seat "its okay as long as both are healthy" she said making pansy and i turn to each other "how did she know i whispered to her "i dont know and a boy maybe she is a seeer" pansy said and i nodded half way through the lesson a was hit in the head by a paper ball 

we need to talk meet me in the astronomy tower after lunch 

thee was no name or anything just a sentence.

"wow y/n/n what was divination about" blaise asked we were all sitting in the great hall for lunch "oh i dont know she's crazy you know" i said bluntly and took another apple "what happened we didnt see you for like a week are you okay" daphne asked worried "ye daphne im fine im back an dotter than ever now see im even eating more" i joked and pansy started laughing "ye thats why you are eating more" she said which made me laugh "I've gotta go see you next lesson" i said and got up and walked to. the astronomy tower but it was empty "wow nice make a pregnant girl come up here and dont even pitch up" i mumbled to my self and turned around but bumped into someone "im so sor- oh its you" i said changing my tone from nice to rude "yes you've wanted to speak to me for months now so speak" he said "oh well im pregnant" i said and he went paler "oh okay and" he said "and what" i asked "why are you telling me" he said "merlin you're such a funky idiot.  they baby i your and its a boy so we have to work out an agreement for when you will see him" i said "what do you mean how do you know all of this" he asked sitting down on the edge of the tower "the night we had our first meeting and i dint come back i collapsed on the way out and stayed with your mom and she took me to the hospital and they told me im preganay and i have low iron then the other day i collapsed again and snape couldn't find my heartbeat so they rushed me to st Mungo's and if i were a minute later we both would have lost our lives" i informed him and he was crying "so the night we yelled at ecahother and i left all you wanted to tell me is that you were pregnant and then at breakfast again" he said and started crying even more "ye well i tried a few more times than just two times" i said pushes away my tears "and trewalawney was right about the baby and being healthy" he asked "ye she was" "and that day when snape came to give you vials they were for nausea but how did he know about you" he question "your mom told him she's actually been amazing with me truly" i explained "well im gonna go,  see you" i said and got up but as i did he pulled my wrist "please down i need to explain myself to you" he said and i sat back down "astoria found about your dark mark and has threatend to tell everyone unless i do what she wants" he said "so what i don care if people know" i said tears streaming down my face "i do you dont want your name ruined princess you really dont so i did what i had to do to keep you safe like i promised you that you would always be safe and protected by me" he said and started crying "but why didn't you just breakup with me in the beginning" i asked "because she wanted me to break your heart and i guess i just did that" he said and i hugged him "please dont leave me" he said into. the crook of my neck "draco you left me" i said and he pulled his   head up and kissed me "what the hell" a voice called to us