if things were different

7-5

today is May 30th the day I bury my brother since I got the letter the thought of him hasn't left my mind, although non of them came to my wedding I am still going to attend Fred's funeral not for them but for myself and Fred, "are you sure you don't need me to come to my love" Darco said as I was finishing my makeup at our vanity "ye I'm sure I will try and not be too long I promise " I said and hugged him.

when I got to the cemetery I saw many people some of whom I went to school with nad some who were regulars at the burrow "today we honor a great man Fred Weasley, he was the kindest most outgoing person in this world everything he did was for everyone else now its time to let go please can we have a moment of silence for this wonderful man" the ministry man said and everyone went silent. after the moment the coffin was brought down and into the ground and i burst into tears along with everyone else.

 most people had left and i was making my way to his grave, i sat down right next to it "hey freddie its me lex i miss you so much you dont even understand how much you mean to me, scorpius is starting to act a bit like how mum described you and george at his age which i love beause i feel like theres a piece of you still with me no matter what, i also wish you could be at my wedding none of my family came not a  single person i had to walk down the aisle by myself even though i did send like a thousand letters and even droped of the letters at the burrow but it still wouldnt have been the same if you wernt there, i cant belive this happend freddie i really cant i would give absolutley anything to go back and save you from whoever did this to you i swear, sometimes i feel like i never accnologized you enough, i love you so much fred wealsey i really do and i promise i will be here ever chance i can get, even if it means i look crazy i dont care because i love you so fucking much and i miss you. " i sobbed out and i felt someone pull me into a hug from behind and i accpeted it, they smelt of cinnamon and warm fires 

geogre pov

i had just finished talking to some of our family when i walked back to freds grave but instead, i already saw someone with y/h/c crying i didnt really want to listen in but i knew that voice  so i listened "i also wish you could be at my wedding none of my family came not a single person i had to walk down the aisle by myself even though i did send like a thousand letters and even droped of the letters at the burrow but it still wouldnt have been the same if you wernt there, i can't belive this happend freddie i really cant i would give absolutley anything to go back and save you from whoever did this to you i swear, sometimes i feel like i never acnoligzed  you enough, i love you so much fred wealsey i really do and i promise i will be here ever chance i can get, even if it means i look crazy i dont care because i love you so fucking much and i miss you. "she  sobbed out and i pulled her into a hug. 

i didnt even know she had a wedding i wasnt informed of anything like that i will have to ask her about it. after 15 minutes of both of us crying to each other she pulled away "is it true" i asked her and she nodded "i swear on merlin i never got anything from you" i said "i snet about 30 letters to the burrow and even dropped them of at the door and through the post whole in the door" she explained and i saw red, how could her own family not even be at her wedding she walked down the isle herslef with no one to be there for her "im  so sorry y/n i really didnt know anything i promise" and she pulled me into a hug "i should head home georgie just know i love you so much" she said and got up " and i love you y/n/n forever" i said and she apparated home 

i stormed into the huse cause the whole family who were at the table to look at me "DID YOU GET THE INVITES" i yelled "george dear come and eat" my mother said "DID YOU GET THE INVITES Y/N SENT US TO HER WEDDING" i continued "yes yes we did" my mother blurted out "WHAT DID YOU DO WITH THEM" "we through them out" she said "WHY SHES YOUR DAUGHTER WHY NOT EVEN TELL ME I DONT GIVE A INGLE FUCK ABOUT YOUR PROBLENS WITH HER SHE IS MY SISTER AND I LOVE HER" "shes evil george she is you shouldnt associate with her and her evilness she is a disgrace to teh wealsey name im surprised i never gave her up before i should have just left her she is evil george understand that she doenst deserve love or anything" my afther said aggresivley and i scoffed "she shouldve been the one to die"ron hissed lowly but i heard him "IF I WERE HER I WOULD HAVE DOEN THE SAME THING DONT THINKI DONT KNOW IT WAS YOU THREE WHO MADE THE BURN POTION, EVERYTHING HAS EVER DONE  IS BECAUSE OF YOU I SAW HOW YOU ALWAYS TREATED HER AND IT WAS ALWAYS DIDFFRENT TO TEH REST OF US JUST ADMIT IT YOU DIDNT LIKEHER FROM THE BEGINING". I SCREAMED and they all looked down " DONT TALK TO ME FOR A WHILE' i hissed and left the table

AHH WERE COMING TO THEN I HAVE ONE MORE CHAPTER THEN ITS FINISHED ;( 

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