if things were different

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i was woken up by loud knocking on dracos dorm so i got up and opened " hello y/n i am sorry to say this but i think you need to know your father has been attacked and you need to leave now to see him much to my surprise your siblings do not want me to tell you but i think it is important so get ready you will all leave very soon" snape said somewhat sympathetically "thank you professor i will be one moment" i said and went to my dorm to get my stuff once i was done i went back to dracos dorm and wrote him a letter to tell him where i was i then went to dumbledore's office and we left.

once we were back at grimwauld place i went to see my father and he seemed pre occupied so i went to my room and unpacked my clothing i still couldn't belive the dark lord was so close and i couldnt meet him. After a few days it was officially christmas and we all made our way downstairs i sat at next to george on my one side and no one the other soon my family were all talking and my father decided to toast to. harry which i obviously didnt do as he did nothing but have a stupid dream after a while mother gave everyone a sweater with their initials on then everyone from the order took a seat and started eating "have you heard about that ratched squad umbridge is running" ron said to everyone "yes awful woman and dont get me started on that squad they call them selves the inquisitorial squad" hermione said "well stay away from those pesky members dont let them get the best of probably only doing it for extra credit" moody said "What dont talk about the squad like that" i hissed and all eyes were on me now "what why not dear"my mother asked 'well if you must know i am actually the head girl of the inquisitorial squad" i said proudly and an owl flew in with a black envelope and i opened it in front of everyone and looked at the title "it say says its from the dark lord" i said "WHAT" they all shouted " just kidding would you like me to read it out loud since non of you trust me here ill read it"

dearest y/n

thank you for the most amazing christmas gift it was beautiful you know me and lucius so well thank you once again draco told us what happened i hope you are okay and were sad that you couldn't come to the ball this year but we understand. i hope you like our gift lucius and i wanted to give you something you could have forever anyways have a great christmas and see you soon

love mum and lucius

here would you also like me to read the other

my dearest princess i miss you so much thank you for my gift i love it as much as i do you i hope you like mine mother said you spoke about it when you were out with her so i thought you deserve it. i can't wait to see you soon

love draco malfoy

are you happy now" i asked

"that was from the malfoys as in lucius narcissa and draco" my father said "yes it was now would you like to see the gifts as you went through my last ones here this is from mrs and rm malfoy its a moving picture of draco and me inside a pendant and the other is a diamond snake ring happy" i said sarcastically

"you friends with the disgusting death eaters" moody hissed which made me extremely angry "who are you calling disgusting because i dont think you've seen yourself i dont understand why you people all think your higher than life its self because reality check your not, just because other people have a different view point from you doesn't make them evil and if i hear one more bad thing about the malfoys or death eaters i will curse you all oh and Mudblood ron and potter good luck with your stupid group and well done twins ginny your all in on it so when it goes down you are all going down too , you know i thought when i first heard that you were forming a protection group i thought my own siblings would invite me just so i knew how to protect myself because believe it or not i am still your family but no i waited ron i brought you a birthday present every year no matter what because your my brother and no matter what i loved you and to everyone who doesn't trust me because I'm in slytherin or whatever your stupid reason is i dont care you have all made my life a living hell for the last year and I've had enough, you all think my parents are so great well they are not i was left by my self at the quidditch world cup because why oh they forgot about me do you know how that feels no nobody does, i was hidden for 11 years of my life and you all wonder why i hate you dont you see its you, its always been you people i hate you" i yelled tears falling down my face and i went to my room

i found the mirror and i put the ring against it

"hello love merry christmas" draco said happily "hello dray merry christmas thank you for my gift please thank your parents too" i said "are you okay you look like you've been crying" he asked concerningly " no remember the thing i told you about the letters i used to write and what i want to do well i want it even more, i just had the worst fight with my family because they started speaking bad about the dark lord and your family and then death eaters and had enough i went mad at them and now i dont have any family and i wanna go back to hogwarts" i said tears pouring down my cheeks " aww baby dont cry im so sorry i remember of course i do im so so sorry i wish i was there with you just to give you a hug" he was Interrupted by lucius an narcissa "draco who are you talking to" lucius asked " oh y/n" he said "well lets talk as well" narcissa said " hello mum mr malfoy merry christmas thank you for the gifts i love so much" i said " it was no problem only the best for you are you alright you look like your crying" lucius said "um ye i have but ill be fine i have to go but i can't wait to see you all again merry christmas" i said ". bye dear bye y/n" they said and left "bye love see you soon down let them get to you i love you" he said and left \