I have the history
Of he most uncertain future
I don't even know where
I'll lay my head this night
But I have faith
I am hopeful
And then rain pelted my forehead
Just when I thought
Things couldn't be worse
Careful what you wish for
They say
For you might just get it
I set out with little thought today
Scared to dream to high
Scared to dream too low as well
So I didn't dream at all
I just set out
Out to the world
That gives no rat ass
About me
Left my parents pissed
Unhappy and disappointed
Wishing they didn't have me at all
I am scared to think
Scared to think about what I am
Scared to think about my world
So I didn't think at all
I just acted
Spewed words out my mouth
Like a thoughtless being
Spewed hate out my mouth
Like it didn't hurt me too
I am so tired
I wish i could end it all
Yet, I cannot
For that would be going the coward way
I can't end it just yet
For I would be made a laughing stock
I can't end it just yet
For I would be giving up
Too easy
I am not a quitter, no
I am not
I am just tired
Of it all
The pain
No one knows about
The hurt
Deep down my heart
Being misunderstood
By everyone
All day, all night
I am just so tired
I wish I could end it all
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PoetrySometimes, the only way we can truly express ourselves is by penning our emotions. When we need to be heard, but no one seems to listen. The only option is to write in hope that someday, someone truly worthy will listen and understand.
