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CONNOR'S POV

"My legs are still sore, I can't do it again right now." Her soft voice said while she was still playing with my hair.

Somehow those words made my blood boil.

"Is that all you think I am?"

"What do you mean?"

"Some sex craving freak! I just wanted to kiss your thigh to try and make you relax! Sex isn't the reason why your here."

Maybe I was too harsh in that sentence. Maybe some other guy has tried to have sex with her all the time. I don't know.

I got up from between her legs and sat down at my desk.

I heard her soft voice from behind me.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean it like that. I should be getting home anyway. My mom is probably worried sick."

"Yeah that's probably best."

I know I shouldn't have said that. I was being way to harsh on her.

"Bye Connor."

"Yeah bye."

My door opened and closed and I let out a sigh.
It was raining right now and I just kicked her out of my house basically.

How bad am I?"

I gotta text her to come back.

THEIR TEXTS

I know I fucked up everything and I have to fix it sooner or later

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I know I fucked up everything and I have to fix it sooner or later. I chose sooner.

There was a knock at the door and I bolted down the stairs. Faster than lightning mcqueen himself.

I opened the door and saw her, drenched in water with a stuffy red nose.

I pulled her in and embraced her in my warmth.

"I'm so sorry baby. I only thought in my perspective and not yours."

"It's fine Connor, I promise."

"No it's not, I fucked up and I didn't wanna lose you."

"You could never lose me. I just wanted to give you some space."

I looked down in regret and kissed her cheek.

"Do you want some tea, or I could light up the fireplace maybe?"

"The fireplace sounds nice."

"Okay one sec."

I ran over to the garage to get the firewood. I walked back in the house and threw the wood in my fireplace and set a flame to it.

"It's ready."

"Okay."

She walked over with her light footsteps and her mesmerizing walk that she always did. I would know that walk anywhere I went.

"This is nice."

I looked up at her and tipped the corners of my mouth upwards.

"Yeah."

I didn't wanna ask her this but I had to find out one way or another.

"Evelyn?"

"Hmm?"

"Why did you think I was gonna try and have sex with you?"

"Oh uh t-there's not a reason."

"I know there is. Just tell me, I won't judge you."

"No I promise it's fine. Don't worry about it."

"Evelyn."

"Don't worry about it! Jeez! If I don't wanna talk about it then I won't!"

She got up and went over to the kitchen.

I could hear sniffles come from the kitchen so I walked over.

Evelyn was on the verge of fully balling her eyes out, all because of me.

"Gosh. I'm so fucking sorry Evelyn. I screw up everything."

I walked out of the kitchen and up to my room and heard tiny footsteps following me. But they sounded far away.

I made it to my door and swung it open, groaning and flopping down on my bed.

"Connor?"

"Hmm?"

"You don't screw up everything. I love you."

I laid there frozen in shock.

"Connor?"

I rolled over, jumped off the bed, and ran over to her. I embraced her in my arms never wanting to let go.

"Is everything oka-"

"I love you too."

She wrapped her arms around me as well and placed tiny kisses on my jawline.

"ti amo cosí tanto amore mio, non voglio mai lasciarti andare."

"What does that mean?"

"I love you so much my love, I never wanna let you go."

"I love you more."

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A/N

Omg their first I love you's! 💞

Until next time my loves. 🤍

-A

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