True Love

Chapter 29

Sonakshi's Pov:

"I Love you Sonakshi "

When this words left from his mouth,I became still.My blood rushed and an unknown delightful feeling evolved through me.I was trying to decipher his words to confirm that I was hearing him correctly.

Meanwhile, he was looking at me through so much emotions flowing in his eyes.Patiently, he was waiting for my reply.But my mouth went dry and words weren't ready to come out of my throat.

This is true.... This is really happening. My subconscious mind made me aware.

I was dying to hear this words from him.Now we can have a happy life.A life were we will grow together and love each other.We will have our own family. A small one ,though,including him, me and our children. And we will........

Our children......

Then the reality hit me hard.Can I give him a family?

Love is fine but what about his dreams about a family.I am not suitable for him not at all.I can't give him happiness.
I can't .....

"Hey... You zoned out" Pranit snapped me out of my thinking session.He was looking concerned by seeing my expressions.I averted my eyes from him and started walking back in my room

"Yeah.... Hmm.... I think you should leave now, it's quite late" I told him while back facing him.

"Sonakshi.... I said I love you" he told me while coming closer to me.

Please don't make this hard for me.

"You should leave" I replied in a shaky voice while controlling my tears.

He grabbed my arm and turned me around harshly.The next second I was facing him and his face was harden by my sudden change in behavior.

"What happened Sona?Did I did something wrong? " He asked me but I remained silent.

He held by chin upwards and our eyes met.His eyes hold so much emotions that I couldn't look away, even if I wanted to.

"Something is wrong..... Tell me what happened suddenly?" he asked me but I refused to acknowledge him.

He sighed and said "Is this because I confessed my love in an unromantic way.... Sona I swear, I would have planned something.But this moment felt the best.I couldn't keep it to myself.I wanted to tell you and so I did.I am really not experienced in such things but.... "

I cut him off and said "No... No.It's not that.It's just that.... I don't think this will end well"

"What do you mean? " He asked looking confused by my statement.

"I think we should just.... We should just.... I want divorce" I said while gathering some courage.

"What! Did you just hear what you said? You want divorce.... Are you joking with me" he said in a loud voice looking frustrated.

"No, I am not joking at all" I told him avoiding his gaze and controlling myself.

"Sonakshi..... You can't be serious, You love me don't you?" he sounded terrified.

I choose to remain silent which grew his anger more.

"Just spill it out" He spatted back in an furious tone.

"This can't happen " I timidly replied.

"Why?" he asked in a loud tone.

"Because I am not perfect.I have my own flaws.I can't give you a family...I can't.You will never be happy with me.You would wish to have babies in future, and I am not capable to give you one.Then what's the use of dragging this relationship when we know it's end result.You have every right to be happy, but me being with you will make your life a hell.And I can't do this.Never.... Please leave , for God's sake... Leave " My sudden outburst shocked him.