first love || jay

𝗰𝗵𝗮𝗽𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝘀𝗶𝘅𝘁𝗲𝗲𝗻

"leave me" i shouted.
"there is no use in staring at them kissing!" jake shouted back.

"look, i know you like him but-"
"but he never said that, da eun said it everytime!" i released my hands.
"he never said?"
"no he never said to me that they are dating, its always da eun! i will only believe that they are dating until he says to me" i let a tear out.
"ok ok fine, but- did he disagree with her when she said that they were dating? no" jake sighed.
"y/n! it's time to pull yourselves together, your the only one whose hurting!" jake pulled me for a hug.

i get it it's only me the one whose hurting. what am i doing with my life
jake comforted me.

back at class-

"really wow!" voice chuckles.
"woah this is fucking crazy!" another voice laughed.

me and jake entered. everyone looked at us.
what's happening? what's going on? why is everyone staring at us?

"wow i cant believe this are you two really dating?" a boy chuckled.
jake and me became silent.
"i saw you two dating!" da eun scoffed.
jay stood from his seat and looked at me.
"so when did you started dating?" da eun approached me.
"well, a few weeks ago" i smiled. da eun's expression changed.

jake pressed my hands and looked at me. did she really just passed those fake rumors so i can get away from jay? i wasn't even getting in their way it's been days since i've talked to him.          

"we need to talk" jake pulled me out the class.
jay just looked at me standing there right next to da eun.

"you need to explain, what is going on?" jake questioned.
"sorry, i needed to lie, or she'll makeup anything else"
"why is she even doing this?" jake sighed.

yuna and sunoo approached us.
"y/n your not telling me something, what's going on?" yuna asked.
i explained every single thing. i decided i should tell her she's my bestfriend after all..
-
sunoo scoffed.
"you guys are dumb seriously" sunoo chuckled.
"why what happened" jake taps sunoo
"hey look if they are really dating she doesn't need to do all these drama" sunoo rolled his eyes.
"but why isn't jay reacting to it? yall are close with him, you should be knowing it" i clenched my teeth.
"close? us? nevah" jake sighed.
"he never shares anything with us" sunoo said.
"leave it anyway!" i sighed.
"what leave it? what about the dating stuff?" jake whispered.
"what about it, act it out" i said.
"act it? cmon im really bad at dating" jake sighed.
"do one thing, if you go and change what you said- things will get more worse, it's better that you act it out" yuna said.
"okay fine!" jake said.
"and don't tell this to anyone!"
"don't worry im good at keeping secrets" sunoo walked away.
"mee too!" yuna added.

the school got over so quickly... i was walking to my home.

"hey" someone tapped me from behind.
i turned back, unexpectedly it was jay. such a long time.
"hi" i smiled awkwardly.
"we haven't seen each other lately" he said looking somewhere else.
"yeah" i scoffed.
"so wanna play games?" jay smiled.

umm should i? no. yes? no.yes ughh!

"sure" i smiled awkwardly

"mind if i join?" da eun squeezed in.