first love || jay

𝗰𝗵𝗮𝗽𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝗲𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁𝗲𝗲𝗻

"i wanted to ask you something" he said without a flinch.

"ask what?"

"you two-" gasps* sunoo entered the class, turned and left just like that.

"ask what?"
"can i borrow your maths note?" he said releasing my hand.
"ah-" i scoffed. i went back to my seat
"the final exams are coming up so-"
"kay got it" i said handing over the math book and walked away
....

"you two kissed right?" sunoo whispered.
"heck no"
"then what were you doing?"
"he asked for a math note" i said rolling my eyes.
"for a math note?" he giggles.
"stop it" i tapped him.
"let's go and get others" sunoo pulled me outside.

"good morningg" jake smiled at me.
"good morning!" i smiled back.

the classes began.

"class! final exams are coming up so try your best for it and after the final exams we will be going on a trip!" the teacher announced.

the students shouted in excitement.

we all were outside and the lunch break.

"so, did you confess to him?" yuna sipped her drink.
"nah, i don't think that's gonna happen" i sighed.
"why not, just say it that's it!" yuna said.
"yeah just say it" a voice said.
"where did you come from jake?" i flinched.
he chuckled and leaned on the wall.
"just confess already, how long will you keep it inside?" jake grinned. i sighed and sipped my drink.
...
"i gave up on studies" niki sighed and kicked a plastic bottle.
"what's wrong?" jake said putting his arm around niki's shoulder.
"i don't know, i just can't understand things" he said staring at the sky.
"it's just for one month after that the exams will be over!"
"yeah just one month."...

> > >
it was study leave for school. the exams start next week..  my phone rang. i picked it up.

"y/n!"
"jake what's up?"
"we are going to the library to study, are you coming?"

....
i reached the library. as expected jay wasn't there..
"heyy" i grinned at sat down.
"you're here?" yuna sat besides me.
"what's with that face?, did you expect jay?" jake asked.
"ayy no way" i laughed it out.

"by the way, i see beomgyu less these days" niki said looking through his phone.
"i know right?" i agreed.
"maybe he's just busy studying-" sunghoon got cutt of
"he never miss out when we hangout though, and he is not coming to school these days" jake said.
"that's right too" sunghoon said.
"did you try calling him?" sunoo said.
"i did but he's not picking up" jake sighed.

"jay too-" jake got cutt of my sunghoon
"jay, we have no contact of him, he is our friend- but he never tells about himself. he always go silent if we talk about himself." sunghoon sighed.

we finished our study for the day. i stepped out of the library.
"it's getting late and cold, you should go home" jake said fixing my jacket.
i said bye to others too and parted my ways with them.

it was cold. very cold. it was snowing and the roads were ice too. i tried to walk as fast i can.
after sometime, i heared some noise from behind, like someone was following me.. i tried walking fast.
a hand touched me from behind, i stopped. i was scared.

"hi y/n" a voice said. a familiar voice, i turned back.

"da eun?" i flinched.

"i wanted to tell you something"