I'm now 21.. still trying to figure out life.
I can't drive still...
I feel odd
Real odd
I feel confused
Sad, a bit overwhelmed
I feel a bit lost ... I guess
I don't know what I should be doing
I know but then again I don't
Everything feels sad
Like this world is truly was always sad.
I remembered I wanted to grow up and be an adult..
Now I am an adult and...
Things don't seem how I once thought
Well I met this guy and he's pretty cool
Actually really cool actually
One of those dope things you can witness in life
A person where you generally like talking too.
Yeah it's cool..
Idk I guess you can say that I was sad that he was 8 years older than me. Lol
It was like a oh man that possible thought couldn't happen.
It felt sad...
Felt like this world
I'm confused because God there is a lot of things I don't understand..
I don't understand why innocent people can be killed over someone foolish/evil choices
I don't get that..
It suck's...
It does....
It hurts ...
And confusing
Is there such thing is Romance
Because most the people I see it divorce or maybe unhappy...
To be honest God, when I see my parents marriage I kind of don't want that
No disrespect but..
Maybe a relationship where the person is truly my best friend. Where I talk too and joke with maybe.
Idk..:
This where my sadness came from where I heard my crush was 8 years older than me lol .. like a too good to be true
But that's my fault for bringing feelings into this
Yeah...
Lol..
I think idk
Work..
I hate my job
But I need to pay my bills
Credit cards .. I'm over it
"Want to save 10 percent by signing up for a tjx rewards card".
I pray I could find that destined occupation for me
Also for my peers the people around that feels the same way as me.
I pray that I can one day drive and stop taking Ubers.
I know I have a purpose I just don't know it yet.
I was contemplating if I am even a nice person
I remembered in high school I was having an identity problem.
I didn't know why people may liked me
But I'm definitely understand
I can use more but I think it's my heart
Thank you God for that
Although I can be imperfect
That's where I'm at a bit overwhelmed
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What the Quiet Girl has to Say
PoetryMany topics ranging from social anxiety to highschool crushes. This is like my personal diary but I'm willing to share and talk about my experiences and journeys through this poem. Come join the ride with me.
