Something is going on
My mind is feeling tense and my under arms is low key starting to sweat
No! This can't be happening
I can't have this right now
I can't be liking someone
I hate this feeling
Because it's so much work
God, please help me with this feeling.
I don't want to have that cycle of liking someone
And then nothing happens
I rather not go through does feelings of emotions
I can't go through that
I don't want to go through that
I feel like I rather have my heart on lock until the right person comes along
I'm thinking about that said person
I'm thinking about the conversation that was had
I'm writing about this said person
I don't like this
This sucks
Not again!
I don't think I want that
How can I stop that
No, no , no!
Why does the feelings have to be included
How can I stop that from happening or let along proceed
This is annoying
It truly is
I don't want to go through the same level of liking someone and nothing even happens
It feels quite pointless and sad
Which is why I want to have my heart more restricted
So I can control how I feel
Maybe my feelings are just being reckless and careless and don't know the serious of things
A lot of times my feelings comes and goes fades and rewind
I shouldn't put too much pressure on my feelings because it's been everywhere.
It's like something in which you can't control but it makes being around the person I like more stressful.
It's almost like my anxiety
I know I must trust the Lord
And not focus too much on my feelings which feels like the wind
Leave it in God hands.
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What the Quiet Girl has to Say
PoetryMany topics ranging from social anxiety to highschool crushes. This is like my personal diary but I'm willing to share and talk about my experiences and journeys through this poem. Come join the ride with me.
