Our last summer as kids

Tracy

I never knew how hot novel characters could be. I can't physically see them, but I don't need to see them to know that they're hot.

For example, this one male lead in this book that I'm reading. I of course don't know what he looks like but it's not about what he looks like,

it's about how he treats the female lead that's attractive. 

He buys her heart felt gifts, when he wakes up in the morning he wishes her good morning, any second of the day he compliments her, he communicates his needs and wants and he's not afraid to express his love towards her Infront of his friends

and to me that's the perfect man, that's a man I know is attractive 

ughhh, why can't I just have that, is that too hard for a woman to ask... 

k rain check on that conversation why the hell is Max here, and sitting Infront of me 

I actually have nothing to say to him and personally think him being here is fucking up my groove, Haha, grooooooove 

anyways, he needs to go away, I told myself that I wasn't going to write about him anymore and I promise that is the case, so from now on he will not be written about...

k, that last statement was a lie. I'm just going to say one more thing, fuck Max Cordenzki, he. Fucking. Sucks.

If I could name one thing that I like about him it would be his face, but NOTHING else. I have no idea what I saw in him when I was younger 

Love truly does blind a person; I was blind but now I can see, and Max can suck my big fat... 

I was going to say cock, but I had to relocate because Max wouldn't shut the fuck up, anyways the anger isn't there anymore 

so, I can't just go on and on about how shitty Max is, but I will say this, restraint sucks, whoever said being the bigger person and going the moral high ground 

 is the best decision is, wrong 

and should stop giving advice to people. Next time I see that rat face named Max I'm, going to give him a piece of my mind and tell him to mind his own damn business 

when he wants to talk about my relationship with my mom. If he likes her so much, why doesn't he ask my mom to adopt him. 

*sigh*, on a brighter and less obnoxious note, my followers have increased, I'm officially at 500 followers. 

I have no idea why I have that many followers, but I guess my photos are a hit. Now onto my plan. 

Making new friends. I first asked Dani on how to make new friends and she said she can introduce me to her friends but 

I politely declined because I want to make my own friends not leech off of someone else's friends, so Dani told me to put in my bio "looking for friends, DM me to talk" 

Which at first, I was hesitant because, 1, serial killer's and 2 rapists but Dani reassured me that they will only ever be online friends until I trust them enough to meet them in person. 

So, I did, so far, I only got one person to DM me. Her name is Ashly. So far, her Instagram checks out, she posts and is really pretty so I'm assuming I'm not getting scammed but 

better to be safe than sorry, so I'm going to keep my guard up until I can trust her. 

Onto other things, my mother tried contacting me yesterday, I responded but it didn't really get anywhere. 

My mother felt the need to judge my life choices so I told her until she can talk to me like a mother should 

I would not be entertaining any conversation with her. 

Other than that, nothing else is going on in my life... oh 

I got bangs, I saw on this one girls Instagram how she had this wolf cut on her 3c hair. I of course don't have 3c hair, more like 

4a to 4b but that didn't discourage me to do the style 

I of course did it at home, because I can't trust some of these stylists. 

I will not be paying at least $1000 for a wash and cut for them to maybe jack up my hair 

no sir, I rather pay 0 dollars to jack up my own hair than pay $1000, 

and if I do say so myself though, I did a wonderful job, and my hair looks so cute 

I'm still trying to get use to shrinkage since I haven't worn my hair curly in years but over time, I'll get used to it 

K now I'm officially done, I feel like I've been ranting for a while but I'm just really happy, really fucking happy...

xoxo 

Tracy