Dear Diary,
Max didn't show up today, I've known for a while he wouldn't show. He reminded me every chance he could get.
"Hey Tracy, just a reminder I won't be there on Friday" he would say in an annoyingly deep voice.
A voice I so used to feel comfort in, but now I don't know,
How do you feel comfort in something that used to make you feel like shit
I think about that all the time... not just with max but with my mother as well. No matter how much my mother hurts me I still seek her comfort.
In a way I think it's not normal to seek comfort in people who think so lowly of you; what about them makes me feel safe?
I know I shouldn't say this but I miss him... his presence made me feel safe. I know he's out with his friends and he will be back at Sweet Grill tomorrow but it's weird
I hate that I think this way
I hate it
I hate it
I hate it
Tracy
Xoxo
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Our last summer as kids
RomanceAll Max wants is to be left alone by Tracy; all Tracy wants is to be loved by Max. Well after prom Max gets what he wants but is that what he truly wants.
