Break Me Then Tell Me You Love Me [Andy Sixx Love Story]

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I screamed so loud that I think England could hear me. Your probably wondering why I am screaming? Yes no? maybe well, simple I am really aggravated right now. Andy dear god Andy! Shit man. Oh man what am I going to do? Tonight was his concert and here I was at home screaming. Zack is here! Man just when I learned to move on I find my self in another mess.

“Zack! Just forget it! You don’t have a clue what I was put through after I left. I am done. Andy is DEAD do you understand DEAD. He isn’t coming back and I am not going to sit around waste my life away. I loved you Zack from the bottom of my heart but I have to move on and so do you Zack, please,” I whimpered, moving slowly towards him and touching his arm lightly. “Please, understand.”

I watched as Zack opened his mouth to respond to me. Just as he mumbled a word my phone began to ring. I quickly grabbed it seeing Andy’s number flashing. Oh god I thought bitterly to my self.

“Hello.” I answered.

“Where ARRE YOU WOMAN!!!!” yelled, an very anxious Andy.

I gazed upon Zack torn up expression just as it had been that night when I walked in on him and my ex best friend. I shook my head trying to comprehend what I was going to do. At this moment nothing made sense!

“Umm I am at home darling.” I said, nervously. “I shall be leaving soon yes?”

I heard him sigh into the phone. Great I made the great ANDY SIXX dejected! Wonderful. I touched the ‘end’ button rather viciously. I did not need Andy apart of this. 

“Zack just stay here. I will help you move on. Okay?” I smiled, assuring him I was here for him.

Zack moved towards me and quickly pecked my lips. My first and my last. I would cherish that forever. Zack had been mine for as long as I could remember after Andy passed something I knew was never going to be the same. However I was willing to accept it. I grabbed Zack’s hand racing out of the house.

~At The Concert~

“Unfortunately my lovely girlfriend couldn’t make it here tonight so I want to dedicate a song to her. We have had our shares of ups and downs but she is the most stunning beautiful girl I have ever met. Plus she makes me really happy.” 

Everyone was completely in ‘aww’ I laughed to my self. Only Andy would say something like that come to think of it me and Andy havent had time to be together since I had the courage to become me again. Maybe its okay na I am kidding. 

She's that girl, I know it

She's that girl, I know it

Sometimes it feels

Like everybody wants something from me

Don't understand, I can only be one person, that's Joey

Got game, got fame, got everything in this world I need

But the girl, I don't know her name

'Cause I've only met her in my dreams

But I'm gonna find her 'cause she's

Just that girl, the one that's dancin' through my mind

Just that girl, the girl that I've been tryna find