Comfortable

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Will I ever feel this way again?
The way I felt about her?
I got comfortable with our routine.
Comfortability kept me in my place.
So many questions kept me from doing what's best for me.
Will I be alone? Will I find the right one for me?
It's scary.
Starting all over and leaving the comfort of your everyday routine.
But staying because of comfort isn't worth it.
The pain and the fights only get worse.
Still, the questions keep me in my place.
I'm not comfortable anymore, but I'm scared to take a jump.
Sometimes you have to make the decisions you're scared to make.
Or I could stay right here, finding comfort in the unknown.
I will find comfort somewhere else one day.
I will find where I should truly be.
But right now I still find comfort in her miserable company.

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