My Lover

Chapter 2

I can feel my breath leaving my body as he continues, making me let out choked gasps and moans in response. 

"God, don't stop. Please... don't stop!!" I say before practically squealing, finishing all over him.

He thrusts a bit harder, his thrusts becoming more and more sloppy before he shoots his load inside of me, groaning against my neck as he lazily pulls out, collapsing on the side of me.

"Mmm, that was good," I say, out of breath. "Why don't we do this more often again?" 

"Well... Because you're back and forth between your mom's and dad's house. Plus, you never come through. I always gotta hit you up first." He says.

"Oh, yeah. Well, you don't miss me too much, right?" I ask.

"Nah, we're just friends. But god, you're so..."

I cut him off with my lips and he flips me over, so I'm on top of him.

"Hot? No shit. Interesting? Obviously. Single? Forever," I say, pulling out my pocket knife. "You already know about my fascination with knives, right?" I ask, and he shakes his head no.

"Must've been someone else you told about it. Well, what do you like about them?" He asks.

"I like the blood they make come out. Can I try it on you?" I ask and he nods his head yes.

He inhales sharply as I drag the knife across his arm, blood collecting on the blade. "Shit, Leilani... That hurt," He says, and I smirk. "But I'm into it. Do it again."

I do it on his other arm, and he groans in enjoyment as I mark his skin with my knife. "You like that, don't you?" I ask, and he nods. "No, say it out loud, Jace,"

"I like it," He says, looking up at me with desperation. "I like it a lot." 

I grin before lifting the knife to my mouth and licking his blood off the blade. 

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"So, if you're really a Tyler, The Creator fan... What's your favorite song on the 'Bastard' album?" Mei asks at school the next day.

"Oh, easily Sarah. That shit is so disturbing, I love it," I say. "I even did the nasty to it last night," I whisper.

"Oh? Jace, right?" She whispers back. I nod before looking over at him, just to find him staring at me, playing with one of his dreads. He instantly looks away. 

"Yeah. Girl... It was so good," I say. "We went a few times."

"Girl, you are so nasty!!" Mei says. 

"I told him about my knife thing," I say, and she giggles before the teacher clears his throat. We all look up at him, just to find a student walking in. 

"Class, we have a new student in this class. His name is Nathan, and he's here from New York City. Give him a nice warm welcome!!" He says, and everyone looks around, nobody making any noise and DEFINITELY not giving him a warm welcome.

He nods and looks around, looking for an empty seat. I realize there's one right next to me and roll my eyes. He walks up to me, and asks me "Can I sit here?" 

"Nigga, no! Fuck off," I say, and people bust out laughing.

"LEILANI!! LET HIM SIT THERE!!" The teacher yells.

"Fine. Sit down, Nathan. Fuck kind of name is that??" I say.

"Gee, thanks for the warm welcome." He says. 

"No thanks for the warm ass breath." I retort under my breath.

"Excuse me?" He says.

"You're excused, goodbye," I say, glaring at him. He sits down in the empty seat anyway. 

"You don't scare me. At all," He says. "But I damn sure don't like you, at all."

"Listen, nigga. This isn't New York City. This is LA. So cut that wannabe gangster shit." 

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"You were lowkey so mean today," Mei says as we sit in the back of an Uber, on the way to the Halloween party of the year.

"Man, I don't care. I don't know what it was about him, but I don't like him," I say. "He just gave me this weird ass energy as soon as I met him." 

"I dunno man... I think he was staring at you during lunch," Mei says, winking.

"Okay, and he can stare some more!!" I say through laughter. 

We get out of the Uber and I look down at my basic hoodie as we walk up the stairs. 

A random girl comes up to us with 4 shots. "A little liquid courage. It's supposed to get wild here tonight." She says, smirking. 

I take 2 and Mei takes one. "Gee, thanks," I say after downing both of them. She nods and then disappears into the crowd. 

"I'm tryna get as turnt as possible tonight," I say. "I'ma try to go and find one of my sneaky links, catch up with you later, Mei," I say to Mei before dancing my way across the sticky floors, the smell of desperation, craziness, and alcohol assaulting my nostrils.

I see Jace looking at me out of the corner of my eye, but I choose to ignore him. There's too much... romance when it comes to him. I don't want that. I just wanna be under him from time to time. 

You might be wondering: Who made her like that? What the hell is wrong with her? How many licks does it really  take to get to the center of a Tootsie Pop?

Well, those are things for me to know and for you to find out.