I found him first

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Eunwoo had been away, engrossed in the demands of his latest drama shoot, unaware of the unfolding events in Lee Know's life. But as the day wore on, a gnawing sense of unease began to claw at his heart, a silent whisper of foreboding that refused to be ignored.

He had come to Seoul just for a short break from his busy schedule. And his only goal was to meet the person he loved.

When his attempts to reach Lee Know went unanswered, a chill settled over him, his mind plagued by fears and doubts. With trembling hands, he dialed Chan's number, his voice barely above a whisper as he inquired about Lee Know's whereabouts.

"Hey... Chan... What's up?"
"I am okay..."
"Ummm...I can't reach Lee Know. Is he in the dorm?"
"I don't know if I should be telling you... I mean... You better wait for Lee know to contact you... ummm..."
"What does that supposed to mean?"
"Ummm... I am kind of busy... I will tell Lee know to call you back if I see him."

Chan's hesitant response sent a shiver down Eunwoo's spine, a cold dread coiling in the pit of his stomach.

With a sense of urgency that bordered on desperation, Eunwoo made his way to Jungkook's place, his heart pounding with a mixture of fear and hope. When Jungkook greeted him at the door, half-naked and clearly caught off guard, Eunwoo's breath caught in his throat, the weight of his emotions threatening to overwhelm him.

"Is Lee Know here?" His voice was strained, betraying the turmoil raging within him. Jungkook's solemn nod only served to heighten his anxiety, a silent confirmation of his worst fears.

Pushing past Jungkook, Eunwoo rushed to the bedroom, his steps quickened by a sense of urgency that left him breathless. And there, amidst the soft glow of the room, he found Lee Know, lying naked and vulnerable, a sight that shattered his heart into a million irreparable pieces.

Tears welled in Eunwoo's eyes as he gazed upon the man he loved, his chest constricted with the weight of his unspoken emotions. Regret gnawed at his soul, a bitter reminder of the moments lost and the words left unsaid.

"Why didn't you tell me?" His voice was barely above a whisper, choked with sorrow and regret

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"Why didn't you tell me?" His voice was barely above a whisper, choked with sorrow and regret. But there was no answer, only the sound of Lee Know's steady breathing, a cruel reminder of the life that continued to go on, even in the midst of Eunwoo's pain.

With trembling hands, he reached out to touch Lee Know's sleeping form, a silent plea for all this to be a bad dream that went unanswered. "I should have been with you, not him!" he whispered, the words a bitter admission of his own failings.

But as the truth of the situation settled over him like a heavy fog, Eunwoo felt his resolve crumble, the dam of his emotions breaking with a force that left him gasping for air. "I love you," he whispered into the darkness, his words a desperate plea for absolution.

Jungkook's gentle touch on his shoulder brought him back to reality.

"He wanted to tell you face to face... don't feel betrayed..." Jungkook whispered.

Eunwoo's gaze turned to Jungkook, his anger boiling over into a violent outburst. With a swift motion, he swung his fist, the impact landing squarely on Jungkook's jaw with a sharp crack.

Jungkook stumbled back, stunned by the sudden blow as Eunwoo's anger gave way to a flood of tears. "I trusted you, I found him first! You were not supposed to take him from me! Why!" he choked out, his voice thick with sorrow and betrayal as he turned away, unable to bear the sight of Lee Know in Jungkook's arms any longer.

With a heavy heart, Eunwoo fled from the room, his mind reeling with a mix of anger, sadness, and regret. For in that moment, he realized that the love he had longed for was slipping through his fingers, and there was nothing he could do to stop it.

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As Lee Know stirred from his slumber, he found himself alone in the bed, Jungkook nowhere to be seen. Padding into the living room, he found Jungkook sitting on the couch, engrossed in something on TV. With a soft smile, Lee Know approached and settled himself onto Jungkook's lap, nestling comfortably against him.

His gaze drifted to Jungkook's face, and he couldn't help but notice the bruise marring his features. "What happened?" Lee Know inquired, concern etched in his voice.

Jungkook chuckled softly. "Oh, just a little accident," he replied, brushing off the concern with a playful grin.

As Lee Know reached for his phone, he noticed the missed calls from Eunwoo, a pang of guilt tugging at his heart. With a sigh, he dialed Eunwoo's number, hoping for a chance to explain.

But Eunwoo didn't pick up, leaving Lee Know feeling a mix of disappointment and regret. Setting the phone aside, he turned his attention back to Jungkook, snuggling closer to him as they watched the TV together.

As the movie played on, they shared sweet moments of laughter and conversation, their voices filling the room with warmth and affection.

Jungkook couldn't tear his gaze away from the younger man nestled in his arms, his heart swelling with affection as he watched Lee Know's infectious laughter fill the room. In that moment, surrounded by warmth and love, he realized just how deeply he cared for him.

With a soft smile playing on his lips, Jungkook tightened his embrace, feeling a sense of completeness wash over him. He knew, without a shadow of a doubt, that he never wanted to let Lee Know go.

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As Eunwoo returned home, tears still streaming down his cheeks, the weight of his heartache felt like an anchor dragging him down. Alone in the quiet of his room, he couldn't escape the overwhelming pain that gnawed at his soul.

As the night wore on, his resolve hardened. With each passing hour, the decision grew clearer in his mind. He couldn't bear the thought of facing Lee Know or Jungkook again, not when the mere sight of them caused him such unbearable pain.

As the first light of dawn crept through his window, Eunwoo made a solemn vow to himself. He would leave Seoul behind, leaving behind the memories and the heartache that threatened to consume him.

With a heavy heart, he composed a final message to Jungkook, the words dripping with the bitterness of his anguish. "If you dare to make him sad, I will come and kill you!" he typed, the weight of his threat a stark reminder of the depth of his despair.

With a sigh, he hit send, knowing that it was time to let go of the past and forge a new path forward, even if it meant leaving behind the ones he loved. And as he packed his bags and prepared to leave the city behind, Eunwoo couldn't shake the feeling that his heart would never be whole again.

Because he whole heartedly loved Lee Know. 

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