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❤︎ 𝓒𝓱𝓪𝓹𝓽𝓮𝓻 9: 𝓣𝓱𝓸𝓾𝓰𝓱𝓽𝓼 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓓𝓸𝓾𝓫𝓽𝓼

Harry's thoughts...

...

Harry sighed to himself, as he tried to come up with an answer to this question.

'I mean.. the past few days has been great, right..?'

He thought about the last time he saw Max..

'We're always laughing together.. we're close.. we can tell each other anything..'

He sighed.

'This actually feels good.. right..?'

"But what about my feelings? His feelings? There's no way I can avoid that..."

Harry sighed when he thought about his feelings and Max's feelings.

'It's not like I can ignore that.. and it's also not like we can just stop liking each other..'

He then started to think about their future..

'What about college..?'

'What about marriage..? Children..?'

He felt nervous, thinking about all of this.

'Is this even gonna last..?'

Harry continued to think about their future..

'What if I end up doing something that he'll hate..?'

'What if he does something that I hate..?'

He gulped, as his mind seemed to be going more into dark places right now.

'What if we both end up realizing that we are better off without each other..?'

He felt so many thoughts and doubts right now.. yet.. there was one feeling.. that he hoped would stay when everything else faded away..

His feeling of love for Max..

He gulped, as he felt a bit tearful right now.

'I hope.. I really hope that these feelings don't just go away..'

He tried to stop himself from crying.

'Because.. because this.. what I'm feeling right now is.. I feel like this is real.. this feels like the first time I've had true.. true..'

He choked up on his own words, not being able to continue further.

Harry gulped, trying to get a grip of himself.

'True love...' He thought, as the tears started to form in his eyes.

He wanted to say it out loud.. but something inside told him that this wasn't the right time.

'Or.. is there a time for that..?' He thought, as he continued to choke back the tears.

Harry started to cry.. as he finally accepted that he really loved Max.

He was finally ready to admit this.

'I love him.. I really do..' He thought, as he felt the tears fall down his cheeks.

'But.. what if telling him this.. right now.. after all of this.. is the wrong time..?' He thought, as he started to doubt himself.

'But.. even if the time isn't right.. shouldn't he know..?' He thought, as he felt even more lost right now.