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I am going for an operation tomorrow! I’m so nervous!!!
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“When I pretend
Everything is what I want it to be
I look exactly like what you had always wanted to see
When I pretend
I can forget about the criminal I am
Stealing second after second just cause I know I can, but
I can't pretend this is the way it will stay, I'm just
Trying to bend the truth”
Chapter 19
At first I didn’t feel a thing. I didn’t think there was anything exiting about what I was doing. Nothing at all. This was a gigantic no no for me, unfamiliar territory. I just didn’t care about what I was getting myself into.
I felt normal, just plain old Sage. I stayed like this for a few minutes, just staring up at the clouds enjoying the quiet.
Alone.
Just the way I liked it.
In a spilt second something deep down inside of me changed, I anticipated something, something different.
Different from the longing and patheticness, the depression, just everything. I was sick of always being wrong, not wanted. Sick of it becoming me. It was after all, all I think about. How pathetic I am. I was sick of being me. That was something certain.
Did I need this? I didn’t know. But I was sick of regretting myself. It was hard putting up these walls, inside it was just breaking me even further. I needed a change, I needed to take a risk. What was the point of playing it safe, on the side of caution?
I was going to die anyway and then I really would be nothing.
But just once I wanted to feel.
It started then. My skin felt soft, wonderful. I could smell sense that only made me want to seek out more enticing smells, I longed for it. The scents I breathed in brought life to me, pumping me with some unknown phenomena.
I felt everything.
I felt liberated.
Like I was floating on air.
I was fucking flying.
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