One Direction Preferences

You Are Feeling Insecure

Big girls, skinny girls, and any one in between typically have self confidence issues and that is actually very much disregarded for the smaller people. So this is just a bigger girl saying you guys are all beautiful!!- Aroody

y/c/s=Your Color skin

Harry:Harry was gone at the studio and you are left at home alone, you were watching your favorite TV show and looking at your twitter feed

@y/t/n What is up with you

@y/t/n Why is harry even with you 

@y/t/n why dont you just go kill yourself

@y/t/n you are so ugly

You had always had body image issues but recently you had begun accepting you self more for who you were but these comments made you second guess everything that had been going right in your life recently. You had salty tears streaming down your cheeks and you ran to yours and Harry's shared room and stood in front of the full length mirror naked and ran your hands over y/c/s, All you could think about was those things that people had said to you on twitter, you didn't know if you could do this anymore. With everything going on in your head your knees gave out making collapse onto your cold tile floor. You sobs echoed off the walls of the bathroom preventing you from hearing Harry open and close your front door, but just because you couldn't hear him doesn't mean he couldn't hear you. The sound of you sobs broke his heart knowing that his baby was in distress, he threw off is coat and ran up the stairs in search of you, when he found you curled up in a ball laying on the bathroom floor he immediately to your side and wrapped his arms around you torso rocking you back and forth.

"Baby whats wrong?" he asked desperately wanting to know so he would make it right 

"Am I beautiful?" you whimpered into his chest

"You are the most beautiful human on this earth in my eyes, but what I really find beautiful about you is your amazing personality, I love you Y/N and nothing could stop me from loving you"

Niall: You and Niall are out to dinner because it is your 3rd anniversary and he wanted it to be special so he took you out to a fancy restaurant. Both you and Niall were unaware of the fact that a large group of paparazzi had gathered outside so when you guys went to leave the restaurant you were swarmed. 

"Y/N are you only with Niall for the money?"

"Niall why are you with Y/N, she is  nothing but a whore?"

Whilst in the mob you and Niall lost each other, while separated from Niall you where yanked aside by someone who started screaming at you about how you were unworthy of Niall and at this point you had tears streaming down your face as you began to doubt if you actually were worthy of Niall. Somehow in the madness Niall managed to find you and drag you towards your car. Once inside the safety of the car Niall realizes that you are sobbing, his grip on your hand tightens.

"Princess, why are you crying, Oh my are you hurt are you okay?"

"P-paparazzi told me I wasn't good enough for you" was all you were able to get out

Niall got out of the car and everyone started yelling again, but Niall with his Irish temper was louder then all of them.

"SHUT THE FUCK UP! EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU!!!! YOU JUST MADE MY GIRLFRIEND OF 3 YEARS CRY, YOU HAVE NO FUCKING RIGHT TO TELL THE PERSON I LOVE THAT THEY ARE NOT GOOD ENOUGH! I WAS GOING TO ASK HER TO MARRY ME TODAY BUT NOW I AM NOT SURE IF I SHOULD DRAG SUCH A BEAUTIFUL HUMAN LIKE HER INTO THIS LIFE!" the paparazzi physically moved away from the furious Niall, and with that Niall got back into the car and drove away.

He drove you to a beach close to your house and you two sat together by the ocean watching the moon light refract of of the water when Niall got up on one knee and looked you straight in the eye

"Y/N we have been together for 3 years today and these have been the best 3 years of my life, I want to spend the rest of my life with you, I know that I come with a lot of baggage but for you I would be willing to quit singing just to be with you, will you marry me?"

"Oh Niall, yes I will marry you, but on one condition, you don't quit singing I would never forgive myself if I was the reason that the world was no longer blessed with you voice" Tears of pure joy slipped from Niall's eye as he slipped the ring on you finger.

Louis: You and Louis were hanging out with your best friend and somehow it turned in to a tickle fight. You had fallen on the floor ing a fit of laughter but when you looked up you laughter sobered as you saw Louis with his hand up Y/BFF/N tickling her sides. You knew Louis would never hurt you and you also knew that they were just playing out of friendship but part of you yearned for a body like hers, you also wondered if Louis prefered her body type over yours and with these thoughts clouding your mind you walked up to your room quickly to hide the silent tears falling from your eyes. Once you reached your's and Louis's room you fell onto the bed in a heap, not even a second later did Louis come up with a worried expression on his face 

"Babe why did you leave, I thought we were having fun?" 

" We were Louis and then I saw you with your hand up Y/BFF/N shirt tickling her hips and I couldn't help but think maybe you liked her body more than you liked mine"

"Oh honey I love your body, I thought I proved that to you last night? Do I need to prove it to you again?" He asked while leaning down and straddling you hips, as he was leaning in to kiss you your phone dinged 

From Y/BFF/N: Something came up so I had to go, love you guys. We should hang out again sometime

To Y/BBF/N: Yeah we should, love ya, see ya soon

"Who was that?" Louis asked 

"Oh it was just Y/BFF/B saying that she left" you said with a smirk

Liam: You and Liam had decided to have the boys over for a swim party, all the boys were in the pool splashing each other while you sat on a lawn chair wondering if they would judge you stretch marks. Liam noticed you looking uncomfortable so he pushed himself oout of the water and walked over to you

"Hey babe, why aren't you swimming with us?"

"What is the boys judge me by my stretch marks" you whispered

"If they do I will kick there ass okay?" 

"Okay" and with that you stood up and took your cover up off and walked to the pool

"Yeah Y/N is going to swim with us!!" Harry squealed

"You look awesome by the way Y/N" Louis shouted from the other end of the pool 

"Look but don't touch, or better yet don't look at anything that isn't her face. She's mine" he pulled you in for a kiss and you two fell into the water still kissing